Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Friday, June 08, 2007

10:31 AM

*Sighs* Gosh... I'm missing Ian. It's only been like two days, almost three. But still, I already miss him so badly. Hmmmz. I've never been lonelier than this.

Looking into the situation, throughout my term break, he will be away. My whole holidays. Imagine how boring life can ever be. heh. I'm thinking, I'd go out with Nani, Indrani, Nani, Indrani continuously till he comes back. Or maybe, I'll like gym, gym, gym. Or just sleep to oblivion.

All in All. I sure am very proud of my darling. Heehee. Days will be lonely without him, but, the days he's going through are way more excruciating than the days I'm going through. Well, darling, You've worked hard for it. Live it up, Dream it. But don't forget to remember Me-e. HEE. GEE. I can't possibly wait any longer to see Ian tonight. Yea, I already miss him that much. Pretty much from what I've heard about what he's going through. I'm missing him even more. It's just a normal human reaction I guess. Unless I'm the only one feeling it. uh-oh. I'm a fweeeek.

Well, anyway, I have my last paper to sit for later, in another 4 hours. I have no idea what to do. I think I'm going to head to Tampines Mall to sit somewhere and revise. And have my lunch! I'm so starving, I barely had a single meal yesterday, Don't worry I'm not anorexic okay, I just had no food to eat, and yesterday was my lazy day, I didn't bother to cook myself, so, I starved myself to my stubborn laziness. Up till at night. My mom bought some instant mini murtabak. Hmm, yum yum, I love Indian Muslim food. Mutton Briyani especially. Woot.

Woo, okay, my last paper just now, was basically torture. All the kitchen stuff and all. Kitchen Equipments shit, floor planning to design a kitchen, menu planning... Boring old theories. That my brain could hardly absorb. okay, so it wasn't that difficult, it's all memory work. Still, I'd prefer maths or science than this kind of just relying on memory and not workings and evaluating and stuff. It's just so... mind-boggling. HAHA. I wish I have a super duper good memory brain, not just a practical smart brain lah. My kind of brain is not meant to be sitting on for any Applied Science course. But smart ass me, thought so. So, I'm doomed to do this all! AHHH!

Okay, I'm telling to many things to day, my main aim was to just post this motivational song from the movie Land Before Time. It's call If we Hold on together. My graduation theme song back in 2005. heehee. Listen and get inspired.