Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Monday, June 25, 2007

10:34 AM

Hello.

So, school is in! Haha, But today is a total bore. Hmm, I'm in the school's library now. Blogging. Yeah, that's how boring school is today. Until I have the time to BLOG! Yea, last week, without school, I was way busier.

Well, I'm suppose to have a lecture at 10. But I blew it. I came to school late. The lecture was for an hour, moreover, Kc and G didn't go. Soo, Wth. I came straight to the library. Anyway, next class is at 3. yea.. Its 10.46 now. Next lesson is at 1500 hours. Well, looks like I've got a looooot of time. A whole lot of time. Heesh.

My parent's went off to Bali yesterday together with Delphina. If only I had no school, I'd be with them by the Bali Beach. In that 5 star hotel they booked, that had a resort. Oh my God. I feel totally bumped up knowing that fact. Worse is, Ian is also out. To camp. Yea, Airborne Camp. Heh. Sooo, could this week get any worse. I get to see my parents on Wednesday though! But they're like going off to KL the next day. My parents will definitely be enjoying themselves for this week. Well, its credits to them, they've been through so much in life. I guess my dad thought it through well with what he wanted to do with his CPF savings. I am so proud of him. See how much he loves my mom. Heh. I've seen him gone through so much difficulties in the past, and my mom alway clinging on to what we have. Clinging on to my dad no matter what. It's really sweet. Aww. I'd love to have a great life like that, I'd love to have that kind of marriage life. Sweet.

Grr.. There's this girl standing so close to me as I blog this. Totally invading my territory. Okay. I hope she's reading this. Haha.

Anyway... Ian got me the Airborne pendant, and keeps telling me to wear it. Well, I'm wearing it now. But my necklace is kind of short. Hmm, I want to buy a longer one. Hmm, Well, come to think of it, I've got break now. Maybe, JUST maybe, I might go browse around TM. Hee.

Well... That's it.

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Monday, June 18, 2007

9:19 PM

Gawd. I think I felt my butt grew bigger. I sat in front of the computer the whole day completing projects. Hmmmz. Gawd!

I was like planning an eight-day menu. It's so frustrating to find all the different dishes and make sure the dishes don't clash with the breakfast dish or the whatever dish. okok....

So, I miss Ian so much already. I just met him yesterday though. For a little while. Heh. Woo, A week more till he books out. A day down, and I'm a day nearer to our next meet. That's like about 3 or 4 days to wait. heh. Ok, ok.. Pretty good. Later, NS how right.... So better not over do it. Oh! It will be his first live decent the next day, everyone, Wave if you see any parachutes way up in the sky, cos, it might be him. Heee.

Imagine, he'd be flying lah. Or so he says, he will be falling with style. Free falling, birds' eye view. So Cool....! I'll be like dramatic lah, see any parachutes, assume the paratrooper is him, and wave... eyes turn shiny, and a tear drops. It's the sweetest memory. Lovely. Then, the song, Born Free pops up in my mind. Heehee. Ok, hindustan movie starting, I know, I can be a very good hindustan movie director right? Hee. Woots.

Look up for success, and never look back. HEE

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

9:46 PM

Well, so... Haji Lane pretty much sucks. You have to be filthy rich to buy ANYTHING from there. I'd rather go to my favourite shops like Forever 21 and MNG then go shop there. It's way too expensive. Heh. Oh well.. Much to our dissapointment, (our meaning Me and Nani O. ) Haha. well... we headed for the famous Fish Soup stall... Our favourite place, the coffeeshop behind Bugis junction. Oh, We bought this cute BEST FRIENDS necklace. Totally Boria la, but... Whatever, its cute! Something crazy for us. Oh, did I mention, both of us went really vintage today. We wore 70s-like dresses. Haha. It was fun. Kind of reminds me of those secondary days, when every Saturday, We'd be dressing weird (Voguelah) to town, just for the fun of it. Haha. I miss Nani O. hee. Wootss. Hee. yeargh!

So, I'm home now. Grrrr...I'm supposed to have an online group meeting, but one of my groupmates isn't home yet. I've yet to bathe. And have my beauty sleep. Hmmmz. Well... something to cheer you all up today. Hafiz sent me this earlier today. He said it was just a way to brighten your day. Yea... He does that a lot. Oh, he's my schoolmate from TP and YTSS. So. Yea.... Hee. Enjoy....

Monday, June 11, 2007

11:42 PM

Hello. Well, It's the Eleventh of the MONTH!! Yay! Happy 7 months Darling. It has been 7 months, Wow-Wee. Yippie. Darling isn't here though. But I feel ya! I feel ya! Eheehee.

Woots. I can't wait to go out with Nani. We're going to find our way to Haji Lane. Hahaha. Vintage Goods. Yeah Baby! So, we're going to snap snap pictures too. This will be so cool. Yea!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

12:05 AM

I dwell at the moment to bid him off farewell,

it's sad to see him go but I can never tell,

my heart's beating softer, weaker as he goes,

yet I know that he can't always be so close.

It feels different without him, to be all on my own,

time passes by so slowly as I wait for him alone,

It seems to take forever for him to come back to me,

yet I know he's in a better place that he has to be.

Rainy days makes it worse as I watch it pouring down,

I miss being in his arms, always held still when a thunder sounds,

The more I miss him, the more our love start to gain,

though it's been long, I keep on falling for him again and again.

Hey, Hey, You, You... Aww. man. Guess what.. It'll be longer! Up till 29th. *SOBS* Though I can't blame him, it has always been his dream to manage to get in there. So, It's definitely part of a parcel of my life to have to go through it with him. HEE. But, I sure am proud of him. I love you sweetheart.

Hmmm,anyway, did I mention... The other day's paper was tough! I couldn't handle it. And It's only term test. Great uh. I'm so afraid. Darn. I'm going to study like crazy for exams. Make sure, I know the first slide to the last slide, in sequence. Or every chapter. Soon, I'll be speaking to MicroOrganisms. Yea. HAHA. okok.. So that's it.

I'm now waiting for my darling dear to sms me back. lalalaa...

PS.AHH! I have to baby-sit my cousin, the naughtiest cousin ALIVE later today. God. Ya Allah, have some mercy on me.

Friday, June 08, 2007

10:31 AM

*Sighs* Gosh... I'm missing Ian. It's only been like two days, almost three. But still, I already miss him so badly. Hmmmz. I've never been lonelier than this.

Looking into the situation, throughout my term break, he will be away. My whole holidays. Imagine how boring life can ever be. heh. I'm thinking, I'd go out with Nani, Indrani, Nani, Indrani continuously till he comes back. Or maybe, I'll like gym, gym, gym. Or just sleep to oblivion.

All in All. I sure am very proud of my darling. Heehee. Days will be lonely without him, but, the days he's going through are way more excruciating than the days I'm going through. Well, darling, You've worked hard for it. Live it up, Dream it. But don't forget to remember Me-e. HEE. GEE. I can't possibly wait any longer to see Ian tonight. Yea, I already miss him that much. Pretty much from what I've heard about what he's going through. I'm missing him even more. It's just a normal human reaction I guess. Unless I'm the only one feeling it. uh-oh. I'm a fweeeek.

Well, anyway, I have my last paper to sit for later, in another 4 hours. I have no idea what to do. I think I'm going to head to Tampines Mall to sit somewhere and revise. And have my lunch! I'm so starving, I barely had a single meal yesterday, Don't worry I'm not anorexic okay, I just had no food to eat, and yesterday was my lazy day, I didn't bother to cook myself, so, I starved myself to my stubborn laziness. Up till at night. My mom bought some instant mini murtabak. Hmm, yum yum, I love Indian Muslim food. Mutton Briyani especially. Woot.

Woo, okay, my last paper just now, was basically torture. All the kitchen stuff and all. Kitchen Equipments shit, floor planning to design a kitchen, menu planning... Boring old theories. That my brain could hardly absorb. okay, so it wasn't that difficult, it's all memory work. Still, I'd prefer maths or science than this kind of just relying on memory and not workings and evaluating and stuff. It's just so... mind-boggling. HAHA. I wish I have a super duper good memory brain, not just a practical smart brain lah. My kind of brain is not meant to be sitting on for any Applied Science course. But smart ass me, thought so. So, I'm doomed to do this all! AHHH!

Okay, I'm telling to many things to day, my main aim was to just post this motivational song from the movie Land Before Time. It's call If we Hold on together. My graduation theme song back in 2005. heehee. Listen and get inspired.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

11:53 PM

Gosh, Ian is off to BAC... Yes, HE made it. Apparently, i haven't mention it yet to you but he made it. Woahh, it's a such a great deal. I'm so proud of him.

So, today, he officially started the course. He had to leave his house like at 5 a.m. Okayy... gosh, I already miss him so much, I hope he's doing really fine. He smsed me just now, there's a magician in the same bunk as him. Great lah, at least through this course, there's pretty much more entertainment. Other than the hunky-hunky guys surrounding him. Heeheee.. I'm really happy for him to manage to make it there. There's only 4 malays guys. FOUR! out of some 128. That's like uber cool. MASYARAKAT MELAYU MAJU!!!! okok. Let's not get too excited. So, it all lasts up until 24th or 26th June. I'm not pretty sure. Ian told me it'll be 24th. Hmm. ok. Aww, at least he gets to go back home on Friday nights. A whole Saturday free. & Sunday afternoon. Hmm, that's good enough. At least I'd be able to see him on weekends.But still, I'm gonna miss him real bad... !!

Gosh. Let's sing an "I miss you song"

Monday, June 04, 2007

8:58 PM

Go far far away, in a blissful life of yours alone,
a life you never meant to share with my own,
I'm left out by your everything, I'm your nothing,
I'm the last person on your mind whenever you think.

Why do I feel like I have been a waste of time,
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover so I'm in a love crime,
So much for 'I'd miss you' and 'I'd do everthing for you',
to think it's all BOGUS, yet I'm still hoping more from you.

Yet, in ways, you've been the greatest by far,
So I hold on to these pieces, as I wish upon a star,
I wish for my patience, for a big heart to care,
cos I know you're worth it, worth a life to share.

I love the way you try to make miracles happen,
Cos with that there is hope, a dream still hidden,
You know I love you, I'm gonna miss you so much,
Don't forget to remember me, I won't ask for so much.

This is not ME talking. It's just the creativity of my mind. HAHA! Don't worry, I need no therapy.