Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

10:01 PM

Woot.
My Birthday! My Birthday! My Birthday!
Yeay-Nesss.
HAHA.
Yes, So, it was my birthday yesterday. But I had school from 9-7. 'Great' riteee?

haiyaaa.. Life. I didn't get to meet up with Ian too on that day. The both of us were too busy I guess. Haiz, we keep on seeing less and less of each other. (T_T)". However, I did manage to luckily 'bump' into him, not really bump la, he just happened to be there when I was passing by the place. I was with G from school, he was with his two other friends outside the Tampines Gym there. It was kind of an awkward moment for me. HAHA.

So, DOTS. Birthday was quite ok. I managed to bump into ShiKai, Julz and Fadie, my old schoolmates. And also, ChengMeng, my senior. Yeaaa.. So, cool. I finally got that Esprit top I wanted. Woohoo! I just need to get that FOREVER21 bermudas. Volcom dress is still under consideration as my sister already bought me a dress. Hmmm, so. I'm not too sure. Maybe I'll head down to town on Friday. Or Vivo. Let's GO!

ok... So 24th was ok. BUT today....
I had a real surprise.

Ian was acting all irritated when I first came into his house. THEN. He came out with a cake with lighted candles. It was really unexpected. I was astonished. Now, That's a first for me. Noone has done that for me ever before. Cool! It was really thoughtful and sweet of him lah. Awwwww... he is my darling. One and only. hee. I love you!

Time to celebrate

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

10:55 PM

OMG.
Nobody knows how worried I am.
BlahBlahBlah.
Haiyaaa...
I Need My Darling.

AHHH!

(To Dear Readers, I'm sorry that my entries these days are sort of boring) And It's an Inside Story.

7:39 PM

Fill in the Blanks.

Oh NO!

I'm turning ________.
Yet the Saturday I had. Was...
________.

I miss ___.
But, time never seem to give in.
The times spent together was _____. And Becoming _______.

What Have __ become?

Is it __ just being extra moody?
I guess so.
cos I don't find ___ doing anything wrong.

*$@% lah.

The feel is so _____.
I'm ______ my touch from ___.
I ____ you __ badly.
I ___ everynight for you.

Someone's starting to ___ __.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

8:29 PM

O0o0oo0o0o0h-Oh Dearie Me.

If you ever feel down and ever so cold,
Remember, I'm always here for you to hold,
I will keep holding on to you and never let go,
for you are my gemstone, and I love you so.

You know I'll always be there by your side,
We will make it through so just hold on tight,
And when I take your hand, you hold mine,
Promise me to never let go and we'll be just fine.

Holding hands we'll run as fast as we can,
and if i fall, help me up, together we stand,
Don't leave me behind and make me give up,
Keep moving forward, take my hand and live it up.

pssst, Yes, I love you.

12:32 AM

Ugh!

I sorta kinda loathe my daddy today. He made up his mind to put Tabby away today, just cos, she was starting her old habit of scratching the sofa again.

Oh man, I am so devastated. *sobs* Its TABBY! My partner during my O levels when I was burning the midnight oil studying. My companion when I was always left at home during my Sec three days. This is so SHITNITZ. I'm very upset about this. It has only been a couple of hours since she's been gone, I already miss her terribly.

Sometimes, I just wish cats just don't like scratching. Or they don't have such sharp nails. Or I could've trained her when she was a kitten to designate her scracthing areas. *sobs*

Anyway... Ian got his Leave! Its for his Airborne course. I'm glad for him. All the best to you honey for the selectiong. Jia-yo!

Oh, and my appeal for reinstatement has been approved. I'll be back in school next week. Phew! Thank God for that. Alhamdulillah.

still..

Long live Tabby.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

4:46 PM

Hello.

OMG, I have to go jog already. Hmmz.

I feel so bloated.

Oh well. Tmrw Morning. Or Maybe afternoon.

Anyway...

I just came back from Jurong Bird Park. There was this S'pore Post Family day. The place was filled to the brim with people. Walking around the people pushing Delphina's pram was really dizzy-ing. I almost mistook my mother for another lady. Moreover, it was HOT HOT HOT.

Fortunately, My mom decided to end the day early, so we went off at about 2.30p.m. HAHA. Let's see, we reached there at about 11 plus. Took us only three hours. Oklah. Worth it, we got a goody bag and some food, KFC, Mc and Delifrance. Hehe. So, its ok.

I managed to snap snap a few pictures.

Here's Phina with her cool sunglasses first.

Here's me with the beautiful yellow bird.

The EMU. HAHA. The Emu's eye lashes were very long. pretty hot eyes.

imsian. Go Figar.

12:11 AM

*Sighs in relief*

I hung out with Indrani today. After so long. It was definitely nice to see her. We were talking crap most of the time though. Its just blissful enough to see her.

Anyway...
Did I mention?
I miss ian. Yeah, ian.
Someone's enjoying life now what, forget GF. Riteee....
HAHA! okay, I was just kidding.
A day feels like a thousand years.
That's all.

Hmm, anyway, I found this really funny Spongebob in China version on YOUTUBE.

Ahaha. Check it out y'all...
Okay, Good Night.
Woot, I'm turning Eightteen. Pretty sooon.
Yet I'm not looking forward to it. Somehow.
Cos Birthday=term starts.
By then I'd already find out if I manage to get reinstated into TP.
Dear Blog.
just so you know,
I'm bloody worried about the outcome.
I can just cry thinking about it.
I'm falling apart. FIX me.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

10:30 PM

I am totally depressed about what's going on in my life. I get all pms-y all of the sudden for some lame stupid reasons. There is so much drama in the house.

Exaggerating Biarch.

Nobody will always be there. But someone will be there.

I just have to stop complaining and be glad with what I have.

Yeah. stay positive! Thanks.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

10:22 AM

AVRIL LAVIGNE

"Keep Holding On"

You're not alone

Together we stand

I'll be by your side, you know

I'll take your hand

When it gets cold

And it feels like the end

There's no place to go

You know I won't give in

No I won't give in

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far awayI wish you were here

Before it's too late, this could all disappear

Before the doors close

And it comes to an end

With you by my side I will fight and defend

I'll fight and defend

Yeah, yeahKeep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe

Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da daLa da da daLa da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

I'm so.so. Sorry.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

1:01 AM

"RM"
Removed from course.
Those were the words I was trying not to hear. OR see.
yet.. it was unavoidable. I was stupid enough to get it.

Tell me... How miserable my life can lead on to.
Okay... I know I'm looking at life in a very shallow way.
I still have my darling Ian, my friends like Haryani and Indrani, my family.
But I just feel utterly disappointed in myself. I studied my ASS-OFF, especially for PIPC and MST. I had to pass only one of them which is fatal. Failing PIPC means I'd be kicked out of TP. That's right, my current status in TP, RM.

Fuck.

At first I couldn't be bothered to even blog. But, I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking of how much I've disappointed my Dad. How much money I've wasted. Shit. All this things, its just a waste.
Just be honest... and tell me how stupid can I be. I'm stuck at a part in life now. I don't like this. I hate this.

Okay... I'm relieved enough to go to sleep now. I'm being a pathetic hopeful for now. It's a matter of making or breaking.

"My wonderful Eighteenth Birthday" yadayadayadayada....

Monday, April 02, 2007

1:24 PM

Enjoy.... !

12:44 PM

Woots. Hello....

It has been so long.

Hmm, yeaaa, finally, supp papers, OVER!!

Now I'm just awaiting for the results. Its scary.

Anyway, my house renovation still isn't over yet. But I see some progress, the kitchen is left with the cabinets. My mom's toilet left with the water heater switch and the door. My room is the ceiling light. And the tv cable wiring stuff. OH well, my house still is as messy as ever. For now, I do not call it my home, it's just a house I live in. Not my home. Yea, sad. How sad..

Did I mention, since its the holidays and all, I stay at home a lot, and, so, since the stove hasn't been installed yet, meals at home are so sad. It's always something instant. Oh well-wth.

Here's something cool, that's my niece. Heehee.