Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Sunday, September 24, 2006

12:52 AM

Hello my dear online diary. It's almost one a.m in the middle of the night, or rather, early in the morning. If I sleep. I've to wake up like in another 4 hours to have my early early breakfast, because, yes! Fasting month has started. So.. For those of you who don't know, the muslims usually wake up early in the morning at about 5 to eat. Before they start fasting after the first calling of the prayers, which is at about 5.50?? I think. Hmmz. I don't know why, but i dread it. Bad bad. Ookok.. I'm trying to convince myself to think that it's not dreadful at all. I mean, I'm doing a good thing here. yeah. okay.. So chill. Tmrw, I'll be like dying the whole day. Coz, that's usually my reaction during the first day of the fasting month, I'm just exagerrating it lah. Weak Hudsie. ahaaahaa. hahahahaha. ahahaaaaahahaaaah.

Anyway, whatever. Hmm, match today against BLACKS. It was a great game, the last game of the league. Superb. More people came today to play for our team. Good. Good. Finally we didn't have to worry of having not enough people. woohoo. We took alot alot alot of pictures. The next time we'd probably head to turf city again would be like next year. So, yea. Imagine, we've been coming to turf city for seven weeks straight on every Saturday. woohooey! Okay. yea.. yea... Good game girls. I love y'all.

So after the match I rushed off home. I already met plans to meet up with Haryani. So, yeayea. Lucky she fell asleep, if not she'll be waiting for me. Phew! So, I wore that RED shirt today, It grabbed quite alot of attention. Remind me to think multiple times again before I decide to wear that shirt again. UGH. okok. Anyway, I miss Haryani so much, she's been busy with O levels preparation, so we haven't been going out together for quite some time. SO, since tmrw it's fasting month, and that... Her O levels will be in another month. We decided to self-relieve ourselves today. We went town. See, I met her at 6 going to 7 at Yishun, we walked the whole Orchard back and forth and it was only 9.30. Imagine how boring has Orchard degraded to. Well, maybe it's only me. I don't know. I feel as if there's nothing much. Anyway, we had a whole lot of things to catch up on each other so we talked alot. ahaha. Yea, there wasn't even silence for just one bit. NADA. Then, ok, while we syiok syiok talk to each other, these jerks sort of bothered us quite a bit, they were asking us for our numbers. We were so not interested lah, So we rejected. But then, they insisted. I was like, oh my god you guys can't you just accept the fact that we're not interested and move on. (Anyway, I already have my eyes on somebody, even though he doesn't know I like him nonetheless, I'll just hope something will spark and I'd have the courage to tell him.) So stop it already and just give up. Oh my god. Worse still, they alighted the same station as us at Yishun. UGH. They were trailing us all the way, until somehow the got the hint. PHEW!

"Guys with faces like you, don't deserve to date girls with asses like mine" taken from the movie SHE'S THE MAN. I love that phrase. Though, i know lah, I don't have an ass. Whatlah. I don't really pay particular attention to looks in a man anyway, it must be the soul. Yeargh! woohoo. Okok..

Anyway, remember HIM? AHHH! I'm so having a huge crush on him lah. This is definite. I really like him. I do! He's so sweet. Aww. Sweet. SWEET! NICE! CARING! LOVING! Oh common, hudsie... NATA which means No Actions Talk Alot. I can't imagine myself telling him "Hey you, I just want you to know that I really like you."

He's in the same school, I've spoken to him before.However, it's just so near yet so far