ABOUT ME
• NurulHuda aka Hudsie
• 24th April 1989
• Temasek Poly AFSN
• Loves Her Darling Ian
• Love to bake
• Loves creamy pasta
• Loves BNJ's Strawberry Cheesecake
• I want the Tiffany&Co.'s necklace
• I want that black Volcom dress or the white.
• I'm a TouchaHolic
• I envy guys cos of BenSherman
• I have a kitty Kat Tabby
• I love my niece Delphina Erlyna
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
7:17 PM
I was watching the most perfect show. I watched THE PERFECT MAN. The movie with Hilary Duff in it. It was really nice. I like it. Oh man, I feel so out of love right now. I feel like saying... no. Screaming it out loud. "ARGGGHH!! I NEED A MAN! "Ahaha, okay, maybe I'm acting a little bit weird. Or maybe too much. Oh well, I may sound desperate, hmm, but I'm not actually. I just feel like writing this down. I don't know. I feel as if I need somebody right now, but then again, I've got my friends, my family, yet, It doesn't seem enough. Am I in desperate needs of a BF? I don't know. It has been close to FIVE months since my last relationship. I mean, five months, ONLY. Just like that, I can't take it? No. I can. In fact, I'm enjoying my life even more. Yet, I feel so insecure of myself, so empty, so so unhappy, I just don't feel like myself anymore. I feel... ugh. I'm just not as happy as I use to be back then, five months ago. Now, that five months ago, I have to tell you, it was the best part of my life. EVER. Yet... Even though, I have people coming after me. I just don't feel so right anymore. So excited. That drive. I just can't be bothered. Or I just tend to discriminate them. Look into so much detail, that even the slightest flaw they have, I'd just shun them away. Isn't that cruelity? I have no HEART. It's just no emotions. I'm emotionless. I miss him so much, I wish I have the guts to tell. I like him. yet... it feels so wrong. I don't knw your face no more. More like, I don't know MINE. People do not send testimonial saying that he likes the person that he doesn't even know. Nah! Bad move. Such A Turn off. Sorry it seems so harsh, but yes. I find that, you have no right whatsoever to send a testimonial like that.. I mean. Who does. Good thing I can delete it. Anyway, I don't even know you. Even your name. What's with thaaaaat.... Urgh. I'm such in a bad mood nowadays, if you people somehow got affected by it. I meant no harm. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry. Yes. Very am. Oh yea... I ate at Pizza Hut Today. Got a 25% discount cos our pizzas came in late. Kewl. Last paper tomorrow. This is it.
