Thursday, August 31, 2006
9:23 PM
Woohoo! Today I had my last paper. Yay! Great. So, it was teachers' day celebration at most of the schools. So yeaa. I went to rush rush from my school TP all the way to my sec school. I even took the taxi there. $14.80. T_T... Aha. But then, Simon wanted to meet at Sun Plaza so I dropped off there. He was taking a long time to come. I was getting kind of impatient. Ahha. Then, so, as soon as he came and when we were about to take the bus. I saw Dino. Oh boy, it has been a long time since i last saw him. Okayy. Whaat. So I reach YTSS. met the others. Guess what?? They were leaving. And so. I had no other choice but to follow. Get It?? I came to school to celebrate teachers' day which means, to visit the teachers, but, I came to school and left. Aha. Funny. I didn't even meet the teachers but only the security guard lah. Ahha. Okay okay. So, there were about 10 of us. Yesyes. Zulaiha came when we were eating at Cavana. After that, we split. The girls and Simon went to Causeway Point to catch a movie. THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA. Cool. it was an interesting movie. Fashion people can be so egoistic. They're so confident of themselves, more like a little bit too confident of themselves.Cool. So after that, more splitting. Left with only the four usuals ... Julie, Mua, Dix and Fadie. Went to chill at Starbucks. Then HOME! Woohoo. PEOPLE>> I'm going KBOX tmrw. ahha. I find it weird to find myself going KBOX. But what the hell... Just let's do new things. CHEERS! To new things. HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
7:17 PM
I was watching the most perfect show. I watched THE PERFECT MAN. The movie with Hilary Duff in it. It was really nice. I like it. Oh man, I feel so out of love right now. I feel like saying... no. Screaming it out loud. "ARGGGHH!! I NEED A MAN! "Ahaha, okay, maybe I'm acting a little bit weird. Or maybe too much. Oh well, I may sound desperate, hmm, but I'm not actually. I just feel like writing this down. I don't know. I feel as if I need somebody right now, but then again, I've got my friends, my family, yet, It doesn't seem enough. Am I in desperate needs of a BF? I don't know. It has been close to FIVE months since my last relationship. I mean, five months, ONLY. Just like that, I can't take it? No. I can. In fact, I'm enjoying my life even more. Yet, I feel so insecure of myself, so empty, so so unhappy, I just don't feel like myself anymore. I feel... ugh. I'm just not as happy as I use to be back then, five months ago. Now, that five months ago, I have to tell you, it was the best part of my life. EVER. Yet... Even though, I have people coming after me. I just don't feel so right anymore. So excited. That drive. I just can't be bothered. Or I just tend to discriminate them. Look into so much detail, that even the slightest flaw they have, I'd just shun them away. Isn't that cruelity? I have no HEART. It's just no emotions. I'm emotionless. I miss him so much, I wish I have the guts to tell. I like him. yet... it feels so wrong. I don't knw your face no more. More like, I don't know MINE. People do not send testimonial saying that he likes the person that he doesn't even know. Nah! Bad move. Such A Turn off. Sorry it seems so harsh, but yes. I find that, you have no right whatsoever to send a testimonial like that.. I mean. Who does. Good thing I can delete it. Anyway, I don't even know you. Even your name. What's with thaaaaat.... Urgh. I'm such in a bad mood nowadays, if you people somehow got affected by it. I meant no harm. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry. Yes. Very am. Oh yea... I ate at Pizza Hut Today. Got a 25% discount cos our pizzas came in late. Kewl. Last paper tomorrow. This is it.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
4:12 PM
So, I fell asleep on my arm infront of my lappy yesterday night. Ahha. I was very tired I guess. Hmmz. ah, yes, Yesterday, it was pingz and Yang Yi's birthday. She's ALMOST legal now. While Yang Yi, she's legal noww. Haha.
Here's the cake SiHua got. It looked so beautiful. The Roses. So nice. Almost too nice to be eaten. 
The Birthday Girls, Yang Yi and Yen Ping. The Ys
The Cake-cutting part...
And so, yesterday we had our PIPC paper, its like physics chem like that. It was a do-able. Somehow difficult paper. hehz. Then after the paper me and Pingz went to Orchard to shop for her cap. I didn't know my school's busstop has a bus service that goes straight to Orchard, stopping directly infront of Far East Plaza. Kewllll. So yes, we went back and forth Far East Plaza, Wisma, Pacific Plaza. Phew! Ahha. In the end we went to eat first at Pepper Lunch at Wisma Atria. Nice. Nice. Nice. Kkewl too. Of course, at the end of the day, she did buy the cap. Nice one. Then that was it, I came back home. and ZzZzZ. Todayy. I bumped into Azli at the interchange. It was nice to see him. Kind of miss him. Somehow. Somewhat. I do know that... did you know that.. I miss you, I miss you so. So, it was Mst1 today. Need I elaborate? It was horrid. Looking forward to Thursday. Yes. PARIS HILTON
"Stars Are Blind"
I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
My love, ohh oh I could be your confident
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night alone? oh no, ohh
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you
Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine
I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you
Baby I'm perfect for you
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
Sunday, August 27, 2006
11:14 PM
I'm So Going Head Over Heels Over You. No. Not some guy I met or what lah. He's a guy I'd wish to meet. Jonathan Bennett. Woaaa. Wee. Woooo.... Ahha. okay. So. In an hour it's Pingz birthday. I've been spending loads of time with her for the past three days. Ahha. We're getting sick of each others' faces. Ahha. No lah. kidding. Friends never get sick and tired of each other. Brr.. Yesterday night. We thonned at Khatib Mac. From 2230 all the way till 0630 we were at mac trying to study. Heehee. Imagine, being at mac in the wee hours. I felt weird. We were talking non-stop. Kept on saying how weird it was to be there in the morning. Ahhha. But it was a good experience. WE Shall do it again sometime. Haiyooo... Went home. To get to sleep for three hours. ironically I'm feeling quite energetic till now. Yes, I woke up at about 10 plus. I had the nicest dream. I met an old crush, said I missed him, he hugged me, and at that time I felt that kind of feeling that I've never had for a long time. His hug was like warm. Love. warm. That kind of thing... like the warmth makes the feel of love. Yea. So superb lah. Well, maybe i dreamt of him cos recently I saw him on my viewed profile list. He viewed my profile. I woke up all of a sudden laaa. Then I couldn't get back to sleep. Sigh... okay. So, met pingz again at 4 plus. Went to millenia walk to meet Kc. We walked into candy empire first. Yummy! Sweets so irresistable. oh. yea. And I bought a cap! woohoo. I like it alot. Hmmz. Woohoo! woohoo. Woohoo. Woohoo. BYE!
Saturday, August 26, 2006
9:23 PM
Heyho....
Gosh my face is burning now. Today was the third week of the NTL. We were up against Bucks Margaritas. That's what I saw on the paper. Their made up of these very fit caucasions. They're good.hehz. Oh yea, the reason why my face is burning is coz, I forgot to bring sunblock. Haiyo. It seems like I'm getting darker. What the heck. Hehee. Oh ya. Lots of people were missing today. Due to exams. They couldn't make it. Hehz. But we did our best.
After NTL. Went to watch our seniors battle against RP. Our seniors won. I tell you, the way Vie scores is like Stylo-miloooo. Heheee. They're really good uh our seniors. Good for you guys!
A pic I managed to take of them. 
So, after the whoooooooooooooole thing. A few of us went to catch the Sing idol top 5 people LIVE at the toa payoh HDB hub. Coolness. Hehe.. HADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhh. AHAHA. He sings well ok. I support you HADY mirza! WoOhoO. But he didn't even looked our way! hehx. Nevermind nevermind it's ok.
See the pics i manage to snap. 
that's Joakim.....
HADY MIRZA!!!
all of them.
And of course... You know I watched LOVEWRECKED yesterday. The beautiful BEAUTIFUL Jonathan Bennett.
and the movie poster... and them...
DARRR... finitto
Friday, August 25, 2006
10:34 PM
Have you ever been blinded by what's directly infront of you. That the right one is right in front of you. Yet, you still want the one you can't have? The person you never noticed? Cool. Cos I'm definitely one of them. I'm fussy. What to do?
Ok. Went to watch LOVEWRECKED today. I tell you, I don't know what's with me and teenflicks, but I just love it. I like it. I noticed that I really really fell in love with these kind of movies ever since I fell out of love. Maybe because, I want it (LOVE) so much that watching these kind of movies just helps? Plus the guys in the movie are always good looking. Rather attractive. Haha.
So yes, I went to watch it with Indix. Yes anoynomous one, DIX is my good friend who's a girl. Nyahaha. So well, I was very hyper during the movie. Melting whenever 'Ryan' comes out. Woohoo. I tell you. The movie is really great. It's about noticing the people who really care about you. The right person right under your nose and you didn't ever notice it. Well, I too. I always want what I can't have. But my thinking would be, what if I try and manage to suceed. A BIG DEAL ain't it? Fine. Fine. I'm fussy. So be it.
Anyway... Before all that. It was OBC exam today. I had to drag myself out of bed at about 6. Cos I was meeting Pingz at 7. Wah lau. I was extremely sleepy. During exam, well. It was freezing lah. I couldn't stand the extreme coldness. Like Oh my god uh. Anyway, I never thought I would actually take up three hours to do the whole thing. It took me three hours to finish the paper. There were a looooot of questions. There was this part about Fats and Lipids which left me clueless uh. I didn't know how to answer a single shit. lucky only one question.
Whatever Will Be... Will Be...
will you be my bf?
Thursday, August 24, 2006
10:51 PM
Dear...
Oh Gosh. It's the start of exams tommorow. First paper tommorow. Organic Biological Chemistry(OBC). Incredible subject. You know, its the same like the O Levels that time, SubChem. I think it was Organic Chem topic. Yea... I thought that was all about it. I didn't expect that there's still more about that topic. WOW! Ahaha. Okay. So yes... I'm really worried about the exam tommorow. Hope I'll make it through.
Anyway........
Today. Woke up late to meet Pingz. We planned to study together again at Khatib Mac. Northpoit Mac already gave us a bad experience yesterday. So No point going back there to study. It's horrible. Aha. Well. Khatib Sweet and Cosy what rite... Ok. We were on our laptops waiting till KC came then we started studying. The last few chapters of OBC is really dry uh. So much content to go through. We left at about 1 plus. Going our separate ways. Pingz went to meet her sis. It's her sister's bdae todayy. Yes, I went home. And slept like a log beside my niece in the living room. Aha. I woke up to find her pulling my hair. OUCH! Aha. She's getting better in crawling uh. Like getting pro at it. One second she's there, next second she'll be here. aha. Ok.
So... Yea. Watched Sing Idol. You people better vote wisely. That's what Gurmit Singh was emphasising on. Thank GOD Hady's still in. He sang so well yesterday. I'd cry if that was my BF singing to me. Ahha. Okay Okay.
I'm So Interested In You!!!
I was bored.... so.. me beautiful drawing of Bart Simpsons
12:04 AM
My thoughts ran wild today. Gosh, I was thinking of things so much. I can't help it but feel so out of love. Loveluck isn't on my side. He seems uninterested. Nobody is chasing after me. Or am I just being too picky? I guess I am. But I can't help it. Daym ... ... ... I'm trying my best to impress him. But nothing works. Nothing's improving. We're just going nowhere. hehz. Okay..... exams really coming very very soon. I've got my last OBC topic to study. Yes uh. Yes. And so I went to meet Pingz again to study. this time, went norhtpoint mac. Gosh. The place was really noisy. Kecohrism everywhr... We couldn't concentrate that much. Our rate of studying decreased as time flew by. Seriously, we covered each topic way slower than the day before. Like really so sian. Seriously. Very Sian. Aha. But there was this really cute little. I think about primary 3 or 4.She was trying to entertain us, I swear I don't know her. She was just making funny faces and was cheering us up uh. It was funny but weird though. Great. After that, went home. Watch tv. Mom found a centipede near the rubbish chute area there. Of course, I didn't dare to even go a meter closer to it. I just listened as mom tried to perish it. Mom called Dad, You know what.. All Dad had to say was,"CENTIPEDE! Really? Is it dead? Don't throw it away uh. I'd like to see it. " I was like... urm.. ok dad. Indeed mom left it to die drowned in a pool of insectiside spray trapped under a plunger. ahaha. Ok. Fine Fine. I had to layan my niece. Was watching Playhouse Disney. Seriously ... I think I watched all the shows twice today but different series. Aha. Kewl. I can memorise the farewell song seii,"So long, farewell to you my friend, Goodbye for now, until we meet again." *singing it. * 
my beautiful niece....
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
8:47 PM
okay... So. SPAMS. So, coward-lame-bitchy-freaky-weird anoynomous one just tagged my blog. Well, he/she just has something against me. I know it. What is it with you anoynymous one? I stole your BF? Urmm.. I'm single. Currently not seeing anyone either. Am I bitchy to you in school? Urmmm.. well, if so. I'm sorry. But I don't recall myself being bitchy at all uh in school. Nobody else is complaining but you. (or should I say.. You seem to be). Oh well. It kills me not knowing who you are, But I'm trying to bear with it. You keep on tagging my blog. What is it with you? It's better to confront. Yes, that's my best solution. Hmmz. Enough about that. What do you think of my day today? Well, I felt terrible. Thanks to anoynomous one. I feel sucky. Guess you've accomplished your goal aye? Like WTF uh. Seriously.. WTH is wrong with you. Got nothing better else to do uh? PMSing uh? Okay. I already said enough about that. PHEW! okay. Chill girl. Chill. Today. I had intensive revision. Maths and PIPC. Rubayn was sitting near moi, I told him before that he looked like this very guy I was going Ga-Ga over, name's very similar to Lisa Simpson's elder brother. So, he was like feeling kind of weird lah. Oh man. I wasn't thinking of anything at all lah. Seriously. I mean. Seriously. I wasn't lah. So, just now, was the only day I had to come to school for revision. Wee! Yayness. So, me, kc and pingz stayed in school to study again. Till 6. Then went off... In the bus. Me and Pingz were stoning all the way. Thinking too much. If you were there watching us. you'd definitely laugh seii. Seriously. We were thinking of too many things. TOO many things. Haiz. I wish... my ideal person would come and chase after me... then love kindles...and we'd be the loveliest couple on the planet...Looking for that perfect somebody.
12:22 AM
Boo! Hudsie.
I feel so desperate uhh. Desperate for LOVE. I want a BF. NOW! NOW! Haha.. See what has happened to me... I sound so despo. OH man. Terrible.
Okay. I watched Siti Nurhaliza's marriage thingy today. WOW. She's like gorgeous. No comment about her marrying the Datuk. I am just speechless to the fact. Whatever.
Anyway. I went to study with Pingz today. We were really kanchionging about exams. Daym. Haiyo. Studying. The thought of it just makes me feel dizzy. hurhur. Exagerrating only. Hehe. Yes, we studied then I went home. Then out again to go to school for training. Well, Actually, I fell asleep after that, for a little while, that's why I turned up late. ehehe. OH man. Today.. Wow. I appreciate them teaching me the right moves. Yeahh. I do realise I'm pretty blur all the time. I'm sorry. Yeah. I love you guys. So, yea. Last training for semester. But the league is still on. So yeah.
That's ALL.
I think I have a huge crush on you. Us talking about Siti Nurhaliza well, it was kinda cute. Crushes. Crushes. Crushes. Crushes. Crushes. Crushes. Crushes. Crusches. Crushes. How I wish I can get to know you. Hope to see you in school!!!
Sunday, August 20, 2006
10:30 PM
Have you ever ever hated this particular feature you have? These so called "assets". Hate it. I mean really hate it so. so much. You loathe it until that one fine day you feel like complaining about these "wonderful" things. Ugh! I know I do. So difficult to find suitable tee shirts mann. Don't understand, nevermind. Anyway...I realise, it takes time for you to realise that the truth that hurts actually is for your own benefit to know of it. I mean, yeah, straight to your face he tells you, he likes you. But behind you, he's attached. Yes. For you to find out yourself. Yes the truth hurts. But, it is the truth. You cannot run away from it. You just have to accept it. And let yourself come back to this reality. You can't blame anyone, cos you yourself tried to avoid this truth in the first place. So what do you do? Let it fade away. Pudar=fade. yea. Let time heal, let time make it fade away. Love comes and go just like *snaps fingers* that. My stupid lame desires. Ok... Today. I went out with mom and dad. To Lau Pau Sat to eat and then to Marina Square. Bought a new pair of jeans from FOX. Faded jeans. I've been intending to buy bermudas lah, but got jeans instead. What the heck. Just get it. Uhh. ok. Yeah. That's it. I'm trying my best to move on. Never turning back. You left a mark so distinct in my heart. You left me something I can never forget. It's you.
12:25 AM
**He's attached! Can't you just accept that? PHUCK ME SALENGHow Great Life is... Saturday. NTL, it was good. Did my best. Hehz. I'm so sorry team. I'm so sorry. After NTL, went Tanglin Mall with Fizah, Aini and yours truly. FLEAMARKET. It was tempting. But I was all out of kerching. T_T. Yesyes. We walk walk. Ate at FarEast's Cahaya. Walk walk to Pacific Plaza there then decided to go home. The two did. I went to meet my family at CWP. Banquet at CWP has just opened! Japanese food was what I decided to get. Mmm. Yum Yum. I love salmon sashimi. Even though i ate the same thing at Ramen Ten two weeks ago, I can't resist it. Hehe. But man! The queue was freaggin' long. And my food was prepared after such a long time lah. So sad you know. So PENAT then still must wait. Haiyo. Bluek. Sorry today's entry quite short. But hehz. . . I'm in the mood of this freaggin' feeling of like I need a boyfriend that kind. freak.I'm sorry Bart,I just can't forget you. I'm so sorry...
Friday, August 18, 2006
11:25 PM
Bluek! Today was officially the last day of semester. With study week left next week. Hmf. Exams are nearing. Which is freaking me oud. Ahha. I tell you uh, being in applied science school is terribly stressful. It was nothing of what I've expected it to be. Haizzz. ....... .. Rescue me. S.O.SSo, us coming to school today was of no use. We went to TM Mac to eat breakfast eventually and then went back to school to find ourselves with nothing to do and so Me and Pingz went to town. Town... We walk walk walk talk talk talk check out check out check out. Planning to buy lot of stuff next month. We're very ambitious people.We bumped into Sean.(bart's friend). Finally got to see him in person. It was my first time witnessing somebody getting a tattoo. The person getting the tattoo was Sean's friend. Rusty i think. This Russian Guy whose eyes were so beautiful lah, its like the colour of the ocean. Hehe. Kewl... It's St. Francis's prom night today. At Ritz Carlton! ! ! Mine was at The Legends lah, at Fort Canning. I envy them of course. Grrr.. >.<After that I went home lah. All the while in the MRT I was talking to Haryani. Spilling her all of the juicy details and gossips. Hehe. So FUN! Drank SWEETTALK today. Yumyum. Okay, Tmrw there's another game coming up. Us against the SRC team B. Touch league. Woohoo. Hope to do the best. Yea... We've got nothing to lose anyway. Yes uh! Should Be Best. Anyway, well. Guyssssss.... Do I sound desperate? If I do, well, no need to be so sarcastic uh. Alamak. Like WTH. If you find that I'm being such a despo, no need to post on the tagboard uh. WTF. Anyway, You don't really know my right now situation anyway. So, whatever. . . .PS:I still find Bart Simpson's sizzling hot. Don't you too?
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
4:02 PM
Emo...................... Can I be your unintended? We were so near yet it felt so far,
I thought you were going to be my shining star,
no soul has ever made me feel so excited,
only you did it with your smile so delighted.
Hudsie-wudsie here. Heyho. hmmz. You know what?? I totally skipped HAP TUTORIAL yesterday. WTH. I didn't even know there was one. So, yes, warning letter here it comes. Daym. And so, today, hmmmmmm... I was emoing away today. Really emoing. It was definite this time. He's happy with her. Let it be. Do not interfere. I'm not suppose to anyway. That's the right thing to do. So, its ok.Let fate decide. A piece of advice:Before you get to know people and start to fall for them. Get it straight ask if their attached. But then again, don't just wait till fate decides. Go make your move. Get that ideal person you want by hook or by crook. I'm contradicting myself. I feel cruel. Hmmz. Nah, stick to the let fate decide. Also, A piece of advice to you, yes you, whoever terasa: Don't assume. Don't judge the person you don't even know. Lay Off my life. Life is so simple yet I find mine complicated. HOW? I still find BART simpson sizzling hot. Don't you think so?Falling into nobody's arms. Can I be your unintended?
Monday, August 14, 2006
10:59 PM
Oh Boy. I feel so terrible. Heart ruptured. So Burnt. What a big BLOW!!! Seriously. I was emoing the whole of Sunday. Worse still, everything around me just reminded me of Thai things. I ate Thai Beef Thaksin Noodles for dinner, my sister was talking about her trip to Thai, mom was talking about her thai friend. I was like saying this in my heart "oh my god stop it lah!!"
Okay, So I found out that he's attached. Wah. I really went like from smiling to really weeping inside lah. After the way he acted the other day, it really led me the wrong way. I guess I should've asked. I should've just maintained my composure. Just shut it. Just don't expect too much......haiz. Whatever Whatever. Like G always say, Shit Happens for A reason. Shit does really happens for a reason. Aha. Dammit.
Phew. So yes, forget about it I can't. Okok. Hmmz, The cute guy in TP, who was carrying a guitar the last time I saw him at the mushroom. No, the guitar was placed next to him. Aww. I remembered it. It has been long since I last saw him. Hmmz. Where Are You?? What's his Name? K-sumthing-sumthing-I. His eyes are really gorgeous. He's just gorgeous.
FUH!
Ok. So, I'm gona meet Haryani tmrw. Phew. Oh well. Bart Simpson is hot. Did you know?
Friday, August 11, 2006
7:01 PM
Okay. Here to update you about the very very extremely most rare thing that could ever ever happen to me. YesYesYes. Oh man. Isn't this getting exciting people?? Oh man. Yesyes.
And so...
On the 41st Birthday of Singapore. Yesyes. Me and Nani went to the Sunny Island Sentosa. Okay. So, we were suntanning. And yes, both of us fell asleep. But, well, blahblahblah, nothing pretty much happened while we were suntanning. BUT, Yes. After enough of the direct exposure to the sunlight and heat. We decided to get into the water. That's when we were approached by this guy accompanied by a few other people who's about our age. Yes uh. Me and Haryani then had our eyes on these particularly two guys. They caught our attention so much. Both of us were really excited. After the whole chit-chatting. Well, somehow somewhat we got to exchange each other's numbers. Okay. Things were really sizzling. Oh man. It was really .. Ah. Really "OH MY GOD" that kind of feeling. Serious.
Okay. I've never really got so crazy over a person before. THIS crazy over a guy. Yes. Never ever. Never never never ever. So, we did chat a bit on the phone yesterday. Oh man, i think my heart skipped a beat when he called. He called. Just. I don't know. He's just so interesting. Okay.
I hope I hope I hope that he'll call tonight. Who knows we might be able to catch the fireworks tmrw. That'll be so great. But ... I'm having a lot of doubts.
So, Well, tmrw it's the official start of the National touch league. Oh man, game starts at ONE. Yes . It's only a forty minute game. so. Yes... I'll be off at 3. I'm free. *hinting* *hinting*
Oh yeah .. There'll be fireworks tmrw. Yes. Don't come people. Let the Esplanade be empty. Let it only be me and him there. (I'm just imagining. Hoping it happens) Ok, maybe I'll consider my frens. aha. Okay, another HOpEFULz.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
8:49 PM
Go Go. Hudsie soooo have a HUGE GREAT BIG crush on this guy in school. But I think he's in Engin school. I think He's attached(but not sure, let's just say no aha klah dunoduno). I think he's not interested in me at all(but let's just IMAGINE) But I have no idea. Everyday, I see him, he looks at me then I look then he looks away. But then again i do the same thing to him. Is it what I think it is. Or is it just my imagination? I saw him just now in school. Wow. What a bliss. He has the eyes that can just make you turn back and look into it again. He was holding a guitar in a gig bag. I've seen him before last time. Not too sure when. But my guess is a pretty pretty long time. Ok. Enough lah. And so life still goes on. Living a typical singlehood life. Yay! Really, yay! I'm having fun lah. With friends. You know, I love it. I love it. I love it. But sometimes you feel as though you need this special love. Attention. I have no idea what's happening to me. Oh Man. Somebody rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed. Isn't anyone trying to find me, won't somebody come take me home. Ok! Enough. Did I tell you how fun touch rugby is. Oh man. It's fun. I went for friendly match at turf city on Saturday. Yes people it's the National Touch League season. Come to turf city and watch. Okay!Hmmz. Yes, it will be going on for ten weeks. For take your time, Come down every Saturday. This SAturday, our game will be at 1. Yesyes. We are getting a jersey soon. I find it pretty cool. This Thursday I'm gonna wear something formal. YES. Formal. Formal. Formal. My presentation will be on that day. Wish me luck people. Wish me luck. And so. That's all. I guess till next time. Hmmz. I wish I can tell you this that your eyes make me want to turn back and look into it again. I wish I can get to know your name and you. I wish there's such a thing called "wish". Hopefuls.
8:49 PM
Go Go. Hudsie soooo have a HUGE GREAT BIG crush on this guy in school. But I think he's in Engin school. I think He's attached(but not sure, let's just say no aha klah dunoduno). I think he's not interested in me at all(but let's just IMAGINE) But I have no idea. Everyday, I see him, he looks at me then I look then he looks away. But then again i do the same thing to him. Is it what I think it is. Or is it just my imagination? I saw him just now in school. Wow. What a bliss. He has the eyes that can just make you turn back and look into it again. He was holding a guitar in a gig bag. I've seen him before last time. Not too sure when. But my guess is a pretty pretty long time. Ok. Enough lah. And so life still goes on. Living a typical singlehood life. Yay! Really, yay! I'm having fun lah. With friends. You know, I love it. I love it. I love it. But sometimes you feel as though you need this special love. Attention. I have no idea what's happening to me. Oh Man. Somebody rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed. Isn't anyone trying to find me, won't somebody come take me home. Ok! Enough. Did I tell you how fun touch rugby is. Oh man. It's fun. I went for friendly match at turf city on Saturday. Yes people it's the National Touch League season. Come to turf city and watch. Okay!Hmmz. Yes, it will be going on for ten weeks. For take your time, Come down every Saturday. This SAturday, our game will be at 1. Yesyes. We are getting a jersey soon. I find it pretty cool. This Thursday I'm gonna wear something formal. YES. Formal. Formal. Formal. My presentation will be on that day. Wish me luck people. Wish me luck. And so. That's all. I guess till next time. Hmmz. I wish I can tell you this that your eyes make me want to turn back and look into it again. I wish I can get to know your name and you. I wish there's such a thing called "wish". Hopefuls.
8:49 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
11:31 PM
Hmmz. I always want what i can't have. Well, I like the competitiveness. Forgive me if i stutter, from all of this clutter.... Blahblah and the song goes on. So sweet eh the song. How I wish i can tell you what I feel inside. Hmmz. Yes you. You. YOU! OK. So it was the third day of the week. School was from 12 to 2. OBC remedial. Aha, that teacher Mr Ignatius, its a wonder why you seem so nice at times. But at times you just ... argh. Not nice lah. Fine fine fine. Hmmz. So 2 school ended. I was gona meet Imran for that day. After a long long long time, I'm going out with him. WOW! Ok. So he woke up late, so we ended up meeting at Orchard. I was with Yen Ping on the way there, then in the mrt, M1 was promoting M1 1 life, live it. It was like repeating over and over again which we both find very irritating. Seriously irritating. Ok. So I met Imz. We walked towards Cineleisure cos we decided to watch a movie. Lakehouse. Aha. We ate at LJS first. Oh my god, they only sold spicy chicken meal, i was like, HUH?! ok fine whatever. My good impression on this LJS destroyed. Seriously, I don't like LJS chicken. I only like the fish. FISH. Okok. So lakehouse was a very very very romantic and sweet movie. Though we missed about the first ten minutes of the movie coz we got carried away window shopping. Hehe. So Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock looks older now. They looked so adorable together. Hmmz. Keanu Reeves still is kind of hot for his age. Hmmm... Kewl. But throughout the movie it was OH_SO_LOVEY_DOVEY. Ok. So after the movie. I insisted on going Pacific Plaza. So we went there. Hmmz. I bought a VOLCOM wallet. Finally, I've been wanting to buy that wallet. YAY! ok. Bought it. After that we went home! Rebound. I was so excited about my wallet so I changed my wallet during the mrt ride. So, we saw Afiqah's brother Iman. He was like, "Is that your Boyfriend?" **pointing towards Imz** I was like "NO, no. " It's a good thing to ask. Don't assume things. Hmmz. Ok. So I alighted at Khatib. Imz didn't. Oh well. SO I went home. aha. At home, watched this movie on dvd, "If a stranger calls" such a thriller. Haha. Ok. SO . That's it. Toodles.... I'm gona watch AQUAMARINE now. Hmmz. adios. AMBER PACIFIC-"Everything We Were Has Become What We Are"
Is this what you want
No words at all
Silent but sure of the things that you lost
Take all your words
To cover your lies
Secrets won't coat all your tears and your cries
One reason (Reason)
(For past mistakes)
Won't save us now (Now)
I'm lost for words
To deep in this
For you to see
We've come so far
So far for me
I'm gone with every line you said
So here's to your heart
Here's to your name
Here's to the stone that you broke once again
You've crossed every line
Worn out your stay
This is the last chapter of our fading days
One reason (Reason)
(For past mistakes)
Won't save us now (Now)
I'm lost for words
To deep in this
For you to see
We've come so far
So far for me
I'm gone with every line you said
And every road you take (You take...)
I'll miss our yesterday (...terday...)
And everything we know (We know...)
Is gone
I'm lost for words
To deep in this
For you to see
We've come so far
So far for me
I'm gone with every line you said
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
9:51 PM
I'm still in loveeeee with youu boy. *hums the tune to the song* I'm like emoing away. Gosh Gosh. You know this song, Is so sweet. But, Now I'm like even more addicted to Teddy Geiger's song, For You I Will. He has the nicest eyes. So blue. I can sleep in his eyes. Aha. No lah. That's like so not true lah. Hmmz. Okay. Its Tuesday. Oh my. What a long day. I met Pingz and Haris at the busstop. I couldn't help feeling sooo darn tired lah. We had HAP tutorial which lasted only for an hour. Then break! G didn't want to eat coz he was going to meet his GF later. See, Now the guys are attached whereas me and pingz SINGLE. So kewlll. Okay. So we had two lectures. Then PIPC lab test. Let me tell you what happened. It was 8 per session. So I was the 2nd batch for my class. Oh k. So first mistake, the whole batch forgot to put on our gloves. Then, next, I totally cocked up at the weighing machine. I didn't really read the instructions carefully. Then, the invigilator just had something against me lah. She keeps on coming to me and correcting me of the way i handle the equipments and all ..
I was like grrr!So going home time. Me and pingz as usual, had a lot of things to say. It was kecohrism. We were talking in the bus all the way to the overhead bridge where we usually separate. Aha. So yes, That's my day. My day. My day. till next time.
