Sunday, July 30, 2006
11:41 AM
Wait Wait Wait. Ugh! Then what I've typed all gone. Now I have to retype everything again. Fuh! ok. So, It's Sunday *looks at clock* afternoon. Aha. Ok. So Yeah. Yesterday..I was woken up by the most heartwrenching stupidest lamest most saddest ever msg I've ever received. Well, I don't want to mention names. But oh well, I had the need to say that I woke up feeling disturbed. Bad morning. BAD! Ugh! Whatever lah now. BUT! the day was saved when I met... Drum rolls. Met up with Haryani. Well, we thought of going to the gig. But, instead, we went to watch Nacho Libre. The movie was so hilarious. The both of us laughed till our stomachs were about to burst seii. I couldn't take it lah. So funny the whole movie. Very nonsensicle but funny. Worth it sei. Ahaha. So we had a lot of things to talk about. Kecohrism sei. Our loud behaviour can catch everyone's attention. Hehe. So, after the movie, well, we went to Esplanade to meet up with Nadz, Matooz, Surina and Ida. Saw Suhana there too, Fred and the gang and the national guys again. They all are usual Esplanade I never fail to see whenever I go there. Okay, So me nani surina and matooz plus min and khai were telling lame jokes. Funny sei. Again I laughed till my stomach was about to burst. Okay, So after that Me Matooz and Nani decided to take the taxi home. HEHE. We were feeling rich for a while there. Oh ya! I saw toot at Esplanade. Toot didn't even bother to speak to me. Oh well, All hopes gone down the drain. Its ok. Its alright. I just have nothing more to say. Ok, So I reached home. And tada. Tht's all folks. TEDDY GEIGER-For You I Will (Confidence)
I'm wandering the streets in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be
Nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
AND CANNONBALL INTO THE WATER
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
FOR YOU I WILL FOR YOU I WILL
Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all the clutter in my head
Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar
I crossed you in hallways a thousand times
No more camouflage
I want to be exposed
And not be afraid to fall
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
AND CANNONBALL INTO THE WATER
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
FOR YOU I WILLALWAYS WANT WHAT YOU CAN'T HAVE
BUT I GOT TO TRY
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
FOR YOU I WILL, FOR YOU I WILL, FOR YOU I WILL
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood, I would
And shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I wouldThat's what I'd doThat's what I'd do
To get through to you
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
AND CANNONBALL INTO THE WATER
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
FOR YOU I WILLALWAYS WANT WHAT YOU CAN'T HAVE
BUT I GOT TO TRY
I'M GONNA MUSTER EVERY OUNCE OF CONFIDENCE I HAVE
FOR YOU I WILL, FOR YOU I WILL, FOR YOU I WILL)
Saturday, July 29, 2006
10:34 AM
I miss you so much that it hurts. Tonight, I wish that you were here with me. So I could make you see , Better. The stars they lay across the sky so perfectly. They remind me of. The good times, We use to sit underneath them those summer nights, and fall in love. Its not alright, its our last night, together. I won't give up i can't let go, of you. I can't let go of you.This is about the past the present. Gosh. It has never been so difficult before. But it is now. What a Life. . . Okay. Living in my own world. So EMOOOO. Eek . So, ok. My Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Tuesday. I've finally recovered from my sickness. Except for maybe the coughing part. I went to school as usual. No pipc lab so school ended at 3. But then got OBC tutorial. So it ended at 4. Wednesday. Skipped a few lectures. Went to slack in the library. Well, did my pipc tutorial. Aha. And OBC pre-lab assignment. And So, we went for OBC lab. As usual, The teacher. WAH LIAO. So lame-ass. I prefer the old teacher seii. Ok, So we did about proteins and fats. Dealing with milk and oil. Kecoh at the pipette. Funny story. I forgot to add alot of stuff to the solution, no wonder it didnt work. Aha. The solution turned milky instead of pink. Aha. Kewl rite. KEWLLLL. Thursday. Argh! Had SFP test. Which was manageable. It was about eggs and milk. I know the eggs topic inside out and we just did the lab about milk the day before. So I think i can make it for this test. After the test, I went home. CSAS was only at four. I ended my test at 12. So, might as well go home lah. I manage to catch up with sime zees at home. Lena tido. Beside my niece. So left home at 3. With my rugby stuff. Clothes and all. YAY! I can finally go for rugby. Ok, CSAS first. Funny lah. We were having individual presentations, my turn was going to be the week after. so i just watched my classmaes present. They were good. But don't know why the teacher said they weren't. WHY WHY! Her standard is pretty high i guess. I guess she expected more. Ok, So went for rugby. I tell you. I felt terrible. Such a let down to myself sei. So blur, goondo. It was the NTL selection, i didnt get chosen. ishkishk. I just wasn't good enough. (>_<). I felt so bad seriously I was on the verge of being in tears. Oh well. Oh well. Oh Well. look on the bright side, I've got the team temasek shirt. aha. Friday. Day started out great. Bumped into Azli at Tamp int. Hehe. It was nice to see him. Well, I guess it has been long. You know, I'm counting the days i've been single. Let me see... today's 29th. almost three months. WOW! Aha. Anw, School was great. lecture lecture lecture. Oh yea, during OBC, our tutorial teacher was sitting right in front of us, so Me and Pingz were like, at his back, kanchiong ing. Coz, we just couldn't do anything. Every little squeak we make, he'll turn and give us that, "I'm watching you" look. Ugh. I tell you, his perfume so strong butterflies wiil just die flying around him. Aha. Ok, That's cruel of me. Ok. Sudah! After school, met up with my parents and Phina at Bugis. Walk walk walk, went to the Malay heritage thingy, there was this food festival. Yum, old school Gula TArik is nice seii. Yea, reached home at 11. Tired....... Today.... I'm going out with Nani. Haryani O! To ij, to watch Azhar and Ajeek .. okok. MBS perform. I th0ught of going a lil early to catch Suicidal Hopes. but we'll see about that lah. ok. GIG!
Sunday, July 23, 2006
4:12 PM
Well. I haven't update my blog for almost this whole week now. That's long. Ok. Let's get it started.
Monday.
My father got admitted to the hospital. He couldn't breathe. So yea. I had to go to Tan Tock Seng straight-away after school. Lucky he was alright. I didn't get to go rugby training. I was like, OH man.
Tuesday.
Ok. I was left alone at home. I was sick. Terribly sick. The docter gave me two days MC!
Wednesday.
I was more sick then ever. I almost felt like dying. I was in bed the whole day. Dad's home!
Thursday.
I had to go back to school. MC was only for two days. However, I was still sick. I couldn't stand for too long lah. Again, I couldn't come for rugby.
Friday
I was a little bit better on Friday. Nothing much. Met Imran for lunch. Then headed home. Early lah.
Saturday
I woke up to the most heart-wrenching devastating sms. It was Imz. I was seriously sad lah. Saddened by his sms. So touching. So. So. Sad. Still, I did my best to forget it and went out with the usual. I had this itching breakout. I felt terrible.
Sunday.
ITCH ITCH ITCH
Monday
Itch. School sucks on Monday as usual. Except for maybe during the HAP practical. It was about the excretory system. Involving Urine. Euu! Mom didn't let me go for training again. SAD MAN SAD MAN. If I go, I'd be itching like a crazy monster. My face will swell so bad. So. NAh.
Tuesday
No itch. Finally. I feel. GOOD. <3
Friday, July 21, 2006
9:04 PM
I'm SICK!
This is so bad.
Monday, July 17, 2006
10:18 PM
So. A day after the end of Baybeats.
It's Monday.
The Day when boredom returns.
Helo. Let's start from what happened this morning during the wee hours. I was woken up at about 4 a.m. My mom was all dressed up to get out of the house. My sister too. They told me they were going send my dad to the hospital. My dad just couldn't breathe properly. I was shocked at first. Mom didn't let me go. She wants me to go to school. So. Yea. I fell asleep again.
Mom called to tell me dad's ok. Still. I was worried lah. I mean. My dad's never been admitted to the hospital. This is the first time seii.
Reached school.
As usual. Monday. The worst day of the week. A whole day of tutorials.
Mom told me not to go for rugby. So yea . i didn't go. I went straight to the hospital after school. Well, I did went to TM first lah. HEhehe. For a while ajerr.
So, Dad was ok. PHEW! He's talking as usual. But then, I heard. Well, My cat has to go. My cat was part of the reason my Dad's like that. Some substance that my cat excretes. I was like.
(T.T). I love my kitty. Now, i have to let her go?? For a while there, I HATED my Dad. But then, *thinking hard.*. My dad's been there my whole life. Who's more important? Oh well. Now I have to let it go.
Good Bye Tabby. My cutie Tabby.
MATCHBOOK ROMANCE"Tiger Lilly"
we drive tonight,and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,like
we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,with the end surely near.
if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.if i had it my way,i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.and i...
don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
10:18 PM
12:05 AM
Greatest Day today.
Last Day of Baybeats
Take a look at the pictures we took today
We had nothing better else to do. But take pictures as usual. Haha. Before We reach Esplanade.
Us having a sip before everything starts. There's actually ten of us. But some just didn't take pictures with us.
Electrico performed. Mosh Mosh Mosh.
After the whole thing. Aha. The last pic is Matooz's friend and his friends.
The outcome of the shoes after moshing, See the brown one. It's WHITE! aha. Ok. ok. Need I explain more...... Tht's all laaa
tired.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
11:53 PM
First and for most.
To late Raja, I wish you a good afterlife.
I'll miss you.
You're the best.
I love you. so. so. much.
Well, today. Our beloved friend's funeral, Raja. I couldn't believe that I was actually attending my friend's funeral at this age. A friend of mine who's I've been childhood friends with. Just passed away. It was hard to believe but I had to accept the fact that God loves her more than we do. It's good for her. I guess I had to just let it go. I tell you, it was just sad. But my mom told me not to hold on to it. So yeah.Just to be able to see her for last time, I passed on the chance to go the YMCA thing. I had to go. Well, It's all gone now, just memories left behind.
In the evening, met up with the girls to watch Baybeats. All of us were still thinking of Raja, but there was no point in holding on to it. So we let it go. And KECOHRISM began. People were staring at us uh. We were like laughing hysterically. There were 8 of us. Surina, Nadia, Shilah, Nadz, Matoz, Ida,Rina and me. So yes. Surina left us at Esplanade there to get to work. We watched BitterSweet at the Chill Out Stage. So farny man. The way they dress. It's like Singapore is Snowing. Then we headed to the Powerhouse, to catch Leaventrait. My rugbymate's boyfriend was performing. And it was her birthday lah today. So kewl. Then we were tired. So we sat. Made friends with a few freaky weird unstraight people. Then headed to watch Plain Sunset ! Oh my. That was fun fun fun. Moshed. Security guards running here and there catching people misbehaving. So strict tau. I was with Imran most of the time. So fun. I tell you. With Imran Imran Imran especially. Ah! But with moi other friends. Gerek uh. Biaserr. We were like locking our arms together to support each other to avoid falling down.Imran was behind. So anything just hold him. Aha. Then, After that Headed Home. Had A lot of things to say seii to Matoz. As usual lah.
Here's The pics to BAYBEATS 06.
Me n matooz .. Emo Hair-do
Bittersweet Memories. At the Chill out stage. 2nd day.
Ingride. 1st DAy. 
Nadz, Mahathir(lead vocal of Ingride) and ME!
These are only the 1st and 2nd day. 3rd day's coming up soon!!
Happy Birthday Choi!
12:14 AM
I don't want to speak this words.
So difficult to say these words. But I do have to face the fact though. Well, Raja has passed away. In the morning of 14th of July. I heard about the news during lecture. I had the shock of my life reviewing the sms i received. I just could not believe my eyes. Sadly . Sadly. She's like a good friend of mine. Those primary school times when our names always gets mixed up by the teacher. It was all coming back. Me and the others even had planned to visit her today but to find out that she's just passed away. It was just so sudden. Oh my. Sad sei. Tomorrow she's soing to be buried. So, I passed off the chance for YMCA in order to get to see her for the last time tmrw.
Anyway. So much to being sad. We decided to get to Baybeats to just cool ourselves. Oh man. The crowd was intense. I saw Azliand gang. Met Imran there too, walked around with him. Anyway. yes. thts all...................
Thursday, July 13, 2006
11:00 PM
I'm Loving Having You Around.
my god. I tell u uh. Today. WAS KEWL man. KOOL!!
School like ended early at one. I was understanding maths. Me G and Haris ate Roti Prata during break.
After school met the rugby girls. We were going to turf city together for the rugby clinic. Oh man, we were running late at first. But things went okay. Oh man, I tell you uh, The NZ guys were hot. Beyond hot sei. The NZ touch Rugby Academy was where the coaches came from. Some were really hot lah. Hot. Hot. Sizzling hot, Body like power seiii. Me and the girls were like giggling when they came we were so excited sei to start the clinic.
We were with the HwaChong JC girls too. They're really good.
So, we had games against each other. My team's name, BERLIN got 2nd position. Guess where the name was derived from? ahaha, my shirt! Then I was made captain .I was like, OH MY GOD! Kan-choing sei. So, yea.
After that, I met Imran! I wanted to buy milkshake. Then i bought it then he accompanied me home. Sweet eh? Sweeeet. Suker I
12:06 AM
This feeling's like no other.
So lonely before, I've finally found!
What I've been looking for....
Today....
Was seriously late for meeting PingZ. Luckily, Haris was later. PHEW! Then 969 came. We, okok. I seriously was stupid enough to miss the bus right in front of my face. It stopped right in front of me, but we didn't board. I was too busy talking. Blur seii.
Then, we had OBC lab. My god, the new teacher sucks big time seii. Like darn arrogant uh. Young teacher but so not fun. Like the teacher before... HE was nice.
After school, I went off to meet Imran. My god! We headed for City Hall.Then we went "jalan-jalan cari makan" that's what he always said. Ohman.. Went to Marina square. There was this new Quiksilver shop. My GOD. I tell you, the place was like heaven to me lah. HEAVEN! HEAVENLY.... The things there are all the newest stock ever. Seriously so nice sei the stuff there. I was so fascinated. So people... I encourage you to go there aite. So, after that we went Esplanade. He gave me a stalk of rose. *Melts*
That was sweet of him. So yeahh.. after that I headed home. Saw Rafiq at the MRT station. Yea... said our farewells at my void deck. Then, that's it.
Tomorrow... I've got Maths remedial. Then heading for Rugby Clinic at Turf City. KewlneSS. Friday going Hospital to see Raja again. Baybeats Baybeats.
Kay... Peace oud.
Movie: High School Musical
Artist: Zac Efron & Vanessa Anne Hudgens
Song: Start of Something New
Troy: Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
Gabriella:I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
Troy:ohhh
Gabriella:To all the possibilities ohhh
Both:I know
Gabriella:That something has changed
Both:Never felt this way
Gabriella:And right here tonight
Both:This could be the start Of something new
Gabriella:It feels so right
Both:To be here with you
Both: ooohhhh
And now looking in your eyes
Gabriella:I feel in my heart
Both:The start of something new
Troy:Ohhhh yeah now who'd of ever thought that
Both:We'd both be here tonight
Troy:ohhhhh
Gabriella: and the world looks so much brighter
Gabriella:ooohh With you by my side)
Both:I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
Gabriella:I know it for real
Both: This could be the start Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you ohhhh
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
Gabriella:The start of something new
Troy:I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
Both:I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see ohhhh
It's the start Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you ohhh
And now looking in your eyes I feel in my heart
That it's the start Of something new
It feels so right
Gabriella:To be here with you
Both:Ohhh and now looking in your eyes I feel in my heart
Gabriella:The start of something new
Troy:Start of something new
Both: The start of something new....
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
8:51 PM
Heyho. Ok. I'm here to update my blog properly... My Monday. I had school. Which Sucked. Aha. Don't mention it. Really tiring having tutorials throughout the day. Aha. Haizzzz... (>.<)" Anyway, had rugby training after that. Oh my, we played match after match against each other. My back really hurts. anyway, it was good, Though Coach was disappointed in my team. This Saturday there's this YMCA thingy. I'm not in it, But i'm part of the volunteer staff, selling drinks and all. Sound FUN. Looking forward to it! Went home with Wawan and Shaf. Nice. My Tuesday. Hmm, FUN today. I mean really fun. School started at 9. Me and PingZ miraculously arrived at school early. We had HAP tutorial. The teacher gave us a boardgame to play. So kiddish the game. About our body circulation system. Fun. Then, we had BREAK! Then SFP, Then OBC. THen, School ends. I was so excited. Well..meeting Imran for lunch. Ouhkie. So met him. Ahh. So nice to see him. Ok. So we ate at LJS. I tell you, if you'd ask me to choose a place to eat, it will definitely be LJS. aha. So we ate. Then roamed around at TM and CS. Then, we chilled at Mac behind the Interchange. Then Ta-da. Headed home. Ahh. He's got to go jam. So, that's all.
Movie: High School Musical
Artist: Ashley Tisdale & Lucas Gabreel
Song: What I've Been Looking For
Ryan: It's hard to believe ,That I couldn't see
Together: You were always there beside me
Together: Thought I was alone, With no one to hold
Sharpay: But you were always right there beside me
Together: This feeling's like no other I want you to know
I've never had someone That knows me like you do The way you do
I've never had someone As good for me as you No one like you
So lonely before I finally found, What i've been looking for
Sharpay: Oohhh So good to be seen So good to be heard
Together: Don't have to say a word
Sharpay: For so long I was lost So good to be found
Together: I'm loving having you around
Together: This feeling's like no other
Together: I want you to know
I've never had someone That knows me like you do The way you do
I've never had someone As good for me as you No one like you
So lonely before I finally found What I've been looking for
Together: Doo Doo DooDoo Doo Woa-ah-ah-oh Doo DooDoo Do Do Woa-ah-ah-oh
Monday, July 10, 2006
11:33 PM
monday.
school just sucks.
i'm tired.
I want to sleep.
Yet I'm thinking deep.
i'm stuck in between those two.
Still.
Who will I choose?
Who's right?
Who's best?
Who's the most lovable?
I'm doubting myself.
GOD.
I'll update properly tomorrow....
Sunday, July 09, 2006
1:35 PM
Okay. So I'm bored right now. It's about 1.34 p.m. I'm at home with nothing left to do. My eldest sister's flight got delayed so she'll be arriving in Singapore later. Hmmm..............So let's discuss.1. Hudsie's in a total mess right now. She's totally confused about stuff. I like them all.ALL. But I can only pick one. ONE. Only 1. This is killing me. 2. I'm still agitated by that person who insulted me in my tagboard. I wonder who's the person. 3. I'm in need of tee-shirts. Aha. 4. I'm craving for Ben And Jerry's ice cream again. 5. Raja's still unconscious (T_T) when will her Coma end. ...... ...... ........ ....... ....... ............. ........ ............ ........ .......... ........... ............ ............. ............. ..........
MATCHBOOK ROMANCE-MonstersGirl, what's come between you and me?
Look right through me
I'll let it go. I can't help this feeling anymore
I won't go anywhere
Maybe you'll see me
We are,We are the shaken
We are the monsters
Underneath your bed
Yeah...Believe what you read
We are, We are mistaken
We are the voices
Inside your head
Yeah....Believe what you see
It came as no surprise
You bring me back to life
Believe me, You bleed for me
I'll bleed for you
I caught you walking through walls
Drowned with applause
From the world that makes me crazy
We are,We are the shaken
We are the monsters
Underneath your bed
Yeah...Believe what you read
We are, We are mistaken
We are the voices
Inside your head
Yeah...Believe what you see
We are the monsters
We are the monsters
We are the monsters
Underneath your bed
We are the voices
We are the voices
We are the voices
Underneath your bed
We are the monsters
We are the monsters
We are the monsters
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
We are, We are the shaken
We are the monsters
Underneath your bed
Yeah...Believe what you read
We are, We are mistaken
We are the voices
Inside your head
Yeah....Believe what you see
We are,We are the shaken
We are the monsters
Underneath your bed
Yeah....Believe what you see
Saturday, July 08, 2006
11:38 PM
Nice song? Haha. I love this song sei all of a sudden. Hmm. Okay. Let's update.I'll update on the past few days, my last entry was kind of useless. Aha. Thursday, 6th Of July. It was a very short day. We had an Entreprenuership talk. I bumped into Azli. Had an impromptu presentation in class I had to talk about racial harmony in Singapore. Wow! Easy la. Then after that had Rugby training. We played matches against each team. I hurt my back terribly sei. Friday, 7th of July. I was surprised when KC handed me a box of Ferrero Rocher Chocolates. Well, his GF bought it for me as a token of appreciation. It's really sweet lah. I love Chocolates. Got to know a guy from TP(ASc) too, Amir. He sat beside me during HAP lecture. SO, After that, I headed for Yishun, accompanied Imran to eat. So we ate at 924 there. Then, went behind four leaves there to sit. We ate chocolates and sat there like little kids. I found it cute. So left him with his friends while I went to the interchange. Met Yamin pulak, catch up on some stuff about school, it has been a long time since I see him. Saturday, 8th of July. Today. I stayed at home to rot. Looked after Delphina once in awhile. Boring man. At night, went to the Pasar Malam at yishun with MAtooz. Met Shaf Wawan and Friend. The five of us headed home together. Walked from Yishun to home. Boy Im SLEEPY
Friday, July 07, 2006
10:21 PM
Okay. SO now I know why some people don't have tagboards. Whatever lah people want to say. SAY. Ok-ok. Fine. Well. Phew. Ermm.... Today. I went to skewl. I was so not looking forward to school. I hurt my back. So it was kind of difficult for me to walk down the stairs. Oh man. Yesterday, we had rugby training again. I was NOT picked for the team . Sad seii. (T_T) oh well. Maybe better luck next time. Today... After school went to meet my friend to eat. Then went home with another friend. Ok. So, I'm like in no mood to proceed on now. Shit.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
12:42 AM
You know.. How sometimes sisters can be irritating. Well, it's usually the younger sisters. In my case, well, it's my elder sister. She keeps on bugging me nowadays. Calling me names and all. I'm starting to get really pissed with her right now. I mean, She's in the same generation as me, she has no darn right to call me names, saying that i'm such a disrespectful child, how do you know? Are you my mother? I do give my respect to the elderly ok. You look down on me so much. You regard me as if I've done something so wrong. Come on, I don't drink! I don't sleep around. The way you treat me and accusing me of doing such things. **** you lah. I seriously cannot stand it when you keep on accusing me of being such a bad bad girl. Come on lah, you keep saying I'm a disrespectful child, I've never yelled back at mom ok. I've never gone against dad. The way you keep saying those things make me feel as if I want to do those things or sometimes it's like making me feel useless. I mean am i so useless to you? ARgh. Whatever lah, You know I have the temptation to just show mom the msges you send me. But I figured, for what... I'd rather you commit the sins yourself than me trying to take revenge. Here's the thing... I'm trying not to care.**** you.
phew!
Ok... I'm trying to cool myself down here.
So, I went to school today, Me Pings and KC slept in the Library till PIPC tutorial. Then that was the day in school. After School, Me n Pings decided to indulge in Swensen's Ice Cream. It was yummy. Yum yum. So, that was "Lunch". Aha. Okay... After school got back to Yishun, Pings went home. I went Yishun to meet Imran, once again. We went out to town. Go walk2 then headed for City Hall. He brought me to CANDY EMPIRE! Wakaka. It was like Heaven to me. I bought this long gummy. Which was ok uh. Nice. Ok. So we talked a lot. Then that was that. Went home. Then fuh! I hate my sister to the core man.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
10:48 PM
Sometimes being single ain't that good tau. Aha ... Oh my. So many chasing. I'm running as fast as I can here. Yet, i'd stay behind for some. Quick Choose Hudz. I just can't.
Sad.
Okay. So Tuesday.... I had to drag myself out of bed. Slept in the toilet for a good fifteen minutes sei before I started to bathe. Had chaos with my sister coz i slept in the toilet for a lil bit too long.
So, I was late for meeting PingZ and Haris. Ok. Sorry You Guys. Anyway... Yeahh. Skewl Skewl Skewl. So long man. I was getting really tired. But in the end.. School has finally ended. Me and PingZ went to meet Haris. Then, at the Interchange. We met Imran. So, The bus came late. So slow! Ok. Pingz and Haris went to the seats at the back whereas me and Imran went to sit infront. Where I was sitting, I could here Yan Ping's little laughter coming from the baack of the bus. So I was like, uhhh.... ok.
Yeah. Went home, kkkk. I'm too tired to stay up to watch Semi finals of the World Cup. But still,I hope Italy winS!!
1:19 AM
Woohoo. It's Tuesday. OK. Well.. I really have to tell you about my super duper Weekend man. Seriously awesome. . . Ok... Told you about Saturday right. So Sunday.... Hmm, i got a date. Imran. My god. His hair. So nice seii. MY GOD!! Ahhh.... He's kewl seii. So, we decided to watch Silent Hill. Ate at Far East first. We were feeling rather awkward at first but soon it got better lah. Before we went in the theathre bumped into Zee and Maisarah, they were going to watch Just My Luck. And so, we watched Silent Hill. Aha. Silent Hill was an interesting movie. The movie revoldes around a game. Which i find cool. There was alot of violence and gore. I tell you i cud've puked on the spot. Blood everywhere. The way the people die was gross. Ultimately nauseating. But the movie was very interesting indeed. Throughout the movie, different creatures came out then we were like "ee! What's that?" all the wayy. After the movie. We hung out for a while, went to meet his friends. I reached home at almost twelve. By then I was very tired. (>.<) I didn't manage to come for Rugby training today.. Brought my boots and all, but it was a waste of energy to bring them along. Haiz. I missed Rugby training. Haiz. Wonder what they did? Oh my. ASHLEE SIMPSON "Undiscovered"Take it back, take it all back nowThe things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,I miss that nowI can't try any harder than i doAll the reasons i gave, excuses i made for youAre broken in twoAll the things left undiscoveredLeave me empty and left to wonderI need youAll the things left undiscoveredLeave me waiting and left to wonderI need youYeah I need youDon't walk awayTouch me now how i wanna feelSomething so real, please remind me My love, and take me backCuz im so in love with what we wereIm not breathing im suffocating without youDo u feel it toAll the things left undiscoveredLeave me waiting and left to wonderI need youAll the things left undiscoveredLeave me empty and left to wonderI need youWhen im in the dark and all aloneDreaming that you'll walk right through my door,Its then i know my heart is wholeTheres a million reasons why i cryHold my covers tight and close my eyesCuz i dont wana be aloneAll the things left undiscoveredLeave me waiting and left to wonderI need youAll the things left undiscoveredLeave me empty and left to wonderI need you, I need youCuz i cant fake and I cant hateBut it's my heart Thats about to break You're all i need I'm on my knees Watch me bleedWould you listen pleaseI give inI breathe outI want you, theres no doubtI freak out, I'm left outWithout you, im withoutI'm I'm kicked outI cry outI reach outDon't walk awayDon't walk awayDon't walk awayDon't walk away
Saturday, July 01, 2006
3:00 PM
When Old frens meet................................................................
in the bus
Me and Matooz
Us girls in the MRT
CANDID!!!
aha..
Ok... So I went out with my muah muah muah *three kisses* primary school friends. I tell you, I was enjoying myself so much that I didn't care how i was behaving like. BAD BAD. Well, I guess I'll be aware of my behaviour lah next time k. So, We went to play pool. I won the 2nd game against Matooz! Aha. Ok. After that we headed for Paragon, there was a gig there. Choi was there too, her boyfriend was performing. Kewlness. Ok, So I was licking my MAGNUM icecream while watching that thing. Oh man. Aha. Ok. Then, after that we headed for Esplanade where my crazy behaviour began. OH yah. Can you believe it, Two urm, mats asked for my no. . ok. So at Esplanade. I saw Shaf and His Friend. His Friend's in TP. AHa. OKOK. So, yeahh... Saw Azli, Fadie, Dan, Moran, Cheryl. Yeaa. So, I got crazy. Ok. Me and Matoz got crazy. Aha. Then, 2 other guys asked for my no. . I was like.. WOW> today's my lucky day man. Never BEfore seii. OH man.. I tell you, one of them is so hot. Handsome sei. Great ... Today... I've got a date.
Going to watch SILENT HILL at PS. with him. him.him. Don't know who rite. Aha. him la. ok.
Before that.. must go CWP dulu to pay some stuff. Aha. Ok. SO. Ok. McFLY-Five Colours In Her HairDo do do do do doo [x3]She's got a lip ring and 5 colours in her hair,Not into fashion but I love the clothes she wears,Her tattoo's always hidden by her underwear.She don't care.Everybody wants to know her name,I threw a house party and she cameEveryone asked meWho the hell is she?That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair. She's just a loner with a sexy attitude,I'd like to phone her cos she puts me in the mood.The rumours spreading that she cooks in the nude.She don't care, she don't care.Everybody wants to know her name,How does she cope with her new found fame?Everyone asks me,Who the hell is she?That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.She was all I thought about,The girl I couldn't live without.But then she went insane,She couldn't take the fameShe said I was to blameShe'd had enoughAnd shaved five colours offAnd now she's just a weirdo with no name.Everybody wants to know her name.How does she cope with her new found fame?Everyone asks me,Who the hell is she,That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.Do do do do do doo [x3]
2:12 PM
Aha. Just changed my blogskin once again. Hmm.. I find the song "Unfaithful" by Rihanna is so nice. Just very nice sei. Ok. Well... I just came back from the gym. Me, Indix and Julz decided to go to the gym today. so yeah. Well, we had fun. Aha. Later in the afternoon, I'm going out with my primary school friends , Nadzirah and all. Confem gerek babe. HEhe. If we go out right, it's always been kecoh. Such kecohrism. My friendster also got song tauu now. Breaking free. it's from the high school musical soundtrack. I'm so crazy over the telemovie sey. Hmm, my sis's off the Germany tonight. Wish her safe journey. Yesterday, I went to visit Raja again, Oh my. It's been a week, she still hasn't woken up yet. I swear sei, I was about to cry there when I stood beside her as i watch her helplessly. I hope she's going to be fine. You can do it Raja. Wake up please. We miss you. Haiz. It's really serious, I mean imagine uh , one second you are playing hockey the next second you know you're in the hospital barely living. I mean, people... Remember to value your life sei. It could be anytime, anywhere, anyone when death strikes. Oh man... I wish you all the best. LyricsSong: Start of Something New (High School Musical)Living in my own worldDidn't understandThat anything can happenWhen you take a chanceI never believed inWhat I couldn't seeI never opened my heartTo all the possibilitiesI know that something has changedNever felt this wayAnd right here tonightThis could be the startOf something newIt feels so rightTo be here with youAnd now looking in your eyesI feel in my heartThe start of something newNow who'd of ever thought thatWe'd both be here tonightAnd the world looks so much brighterWith you by my sideI know that something has changedNever felt this wayI know it for realThis could be the startOf something newIt feels so rightTo be here with youAnd now looking in your eyesI feel in my heartThe start of something newI never knew that it could happenTill it happened to meI didn't know it before But now it's easy to seeIt's a start Of something newIt feels so rightTo be here with youAnd now looking in your eyesI feel in my heartThat it's the start Of something newIt feels so right To be here with youAnd now looking in your eyesI feel in my heartThe start of something newStart of something new
