Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Sunday, June 25, 2006

6:27 PM

Three. Three. Three people. I can't do this. I have the chance to. But I don't know who to choose. Who? Who? Who? I'm so sorry. I need more time. I need more time. I'm sorry.

My mind is all jumbled up right now. The decision is all up to me right now. It's so freagging confusing. Scary. I'm afraid of making wrong decisions. Damn.

Oh yeahh.. Anyway. enough about that. My first choice for CDS is Music, I really hope i'd get it. It's so gonna be my FORTE. Ahaha. I want it.

Well. It's 45 minutes till Disney Channel's movie premier of High School Musical. Hehehe. I'm so looking forward to watching it.

Okay... Today. I sat at home stoned in front of my laptop. I'm not looking forward for school tomorrow. Alah. Seriously. I was at home alone lah. Boring seeii. Klah klah. Bye.

RIHANNA-"Unfaithful"

Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong really loves my company Hes more than a man and this is more than love the reason that this guy is blue the clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again and to him I just can't be true and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... a murderer I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair preparing for another day A kiss up on my cheek He's here reluctantly as if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A liar didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go and we know it very well cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... a murderer His trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore (anymore) I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... a murderer (a murderer) No no no no Yeah yeah yeah