Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Friday, May 12, 2006

12:22 PM

Oh Gosh. I can't handle this. I miss you. I miss you so. so much Azli. Azli. I miss you I still love you. I want you here right now. Be with me. Stand By me. Embrace me.
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I can't force if you're against it. . It's
It's Vesak Day. The whole family is at home. Woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I had a bad bad dream.
I dreamt about Azli and Morhan is in it. Plus. It was a dream and us two still together.
That's just ... I don't know. Will it ever happen again? Gosh. I can't help it.

Anw. Yeahh.. My yesterdayssss....
Tuesday. In the afternoon. Went home with Hafiz Mus, Haris, Rino and Bevan. We made a lot of noise in the bus. Talking and laughing non-stop. Kecoh! Fun lah.
wish that you were here
Wednesday. Skewl ended early. At twelve. There was no lab. Heks. So, Me and Yen Ping were lepaking in skewl. In the library most of the time. Surfing the net. In the night, I went to Zulaiha's house. Had to print out some notes. My stupid computer coudn't open the file. So i had to go over to her house. Reached her house at 10 p.m. Left at 11 plus. Haks. Late right. Her parents weren't at home. So yeahh.
with me
Thursday. It was the last day of the week. Woohoo. Had Food lab. Wasn't that interesting. Measuring stuff like water, flour, sugar. It was a simple practical. I had rugby training after that. Boy, was rugby training fun. We had to run a lot though. Here there. The whole field. But. It was worth it. You I only had fun, but I burned some calories.
now. today
Today . Woke up. Dad told me, today he's going to buy me a new phone. Weewit. But don't know. See first lah.

Let us sing this song today ...

Fall-Out-Boys
XO

I comb the crowd and pick you outMy mouth moves too fast for you to figure it outIt starts eyes closed to fingers crossed“To I swear, I say”To hands between legs, to “whatever it takes”To drinks at the club to the barTo the keys to your carTo hotel stairs to the emergency exit doorTo the love, I left my conscience pressedBetween the pages of the Bible in the drawer“What did it ever do for me” I sayIt never calls me when I'm downLove never wanted meBut I took it anywayPut your ear to the speakerAnd choose awe or sympathyBut never bothLast time “I hoped you chokedAnd crashed your car”Hey “tear catcher”, that's all that you areAnd ever wereFrom the startI swear, I sayTo the “love” I left my conscience pressedThrough the keyhole I watched you dressKiss and tell(Loose lips sink ships)