Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

7:10 PM

Oh Gosh! I got myself into such a deep shit. Oh man. I'm so bad at this control myself in hearts affairs. daYm. Should i tell him the truth? ? ? That I don't really ever regard him as a boyfriend. Now... He thinks I'm his. Fark. I think I must tell him about this situation I'm in. Seems so easy this think. I mean... yeah! he's the kewlest guy I've ever met. So Far. Kewl uh.. But. I can't see myself loving him. Gosh. And that date the other day, I think I've sent you the wrong message. It's just that. I really like you. But not like you like you. just Like! oh gosh. I'm sorry. Really sorry. - that's what i was thinking of the whole day.

Gosh. I feel so terrible.

Anw, my days.. my past few days.
I'm all stressed up. Daym. I have a lot of studies to catch up on. But still. Haks. I'm fine with it. Just that sometimes it gets scary.

I went Ngee Ann Poly yesterday. Met up with the Mass Comm ppl and Indigee. We played the slapping game. So.. the back of my left hand has got small red spots due to it. Haks. Derrick thought me how to slap properly. He's kewl uh. He was from AI last time. He knows Azli. ok. Yeah. So Mass Comm people whom I met yesterday! thanks for the great company!!! I enjoyed it. and Indranie... I wuv you. Next week uh S'pore Idol, I chop euu ready!!

Well. Today. Long day. I hate it. Skewl. Just. Gets. Worse. Stress. Terrible. Today. After skewl I bumped into this guy at the ovr head bridge.. HE'S KIUT. alah. Can melt. He spoke to me. Then...... Mom and Dad came along. Oh man!
Mom was like asking me uhhh.. then dad was checking on him as he walked away. mom asked.. Your boyfriend ehh.. gosh. I was like. no lah.. my old fren.. hauhua.. Old fren kaper! Gosh. wasted. Padahal Padahal.

Oh man. this sucks. Time to message this person and get things right.

Sweet Song this is.
Sing with me. Rufio. Rufio. Rufio.

RUFIO
"One Slowdance"
You're standing there alone And so am I But I want you here By my side Your smile at me Is everything The staring game That song of love. I look you in the eyes I try to read you thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. Oh. I look you in the eyes I try to read you thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. You and me dancing the night away You can feel my heart beating so hard. We look eye to eye And I'm swept away. On a moonlit walk on the beach Watching the sunrise for the first time I'm in a trance From that one slowdance. You're standing there alone And so am I But I want you there By my side Your smile at me Is everything The staring game That song of love. I look you in the eyes I try to read your thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. Oh. I look you in the eyes I try to read your thoughts I ask you to go with me To a far off place. You and me dancing the night away You can feel my heart beating so hard. We look eye to eye And I'm swept away. On a moonlit walk on the beach I'm in a Watching the sunrise for the first time trance From that one slowdance. We don't have to talk, We don't have to laugh at all I just want you here with me We don't have to talk, We don't have to laugh at all I just want to be You and me You and me dancing the night away You can feel my hearting beating so hard We look eye to eye And im swept away. On a moonlit walk on the beach Watching the sunrise for the first time I'm in a trance From that one slowdance.