Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

6:33 PM

Edition: 18th December 2005. Stepping into the fourth chapter.
Getting addicted. Loving even more. Doing fine. Getting better.
Turned a year wiser, smarter, bolder, braver, crazier, noisier.
Prepared to do more new things, to venture around and experiment.
addicted to your scent your touch your love,
addicted to you a gift from above,
addicted to loving you as much as i can,
addicted to having you as my boyfriend.
Thinking. Thinking. Thoughts. Oppurtunities. Wasted or lacked. Let it be reversed. let me have it. Get it. Give it. Do it.

Rugby.Touch rugby.dragonboat.dance.tpsu.cheerleading.wakeboarding.which one. deciding. Picking. Thinking.

Heloo. For those who has no idea of what i'm writing above. Well, its some stuff im thinking about. A lot of things just happened uh. TP. School. Birthday. 4th Chapter. Better life. CCA. All lah. Gosh. yeahh. I'm Seventeen Years Old now. Woah. On Sunday, celebrated it with my family. It was gerek. Went out to eat. I wore this ladies shoes, with those needle like heels. Dressed up really girlish. Kewl. Yesterday, my classmates celebrated it in school first. It was awesome. My friend made this really delicious cheesecake. Yeahh. Then after that all of us ciao. Met Darling Azli! Well, Darlz, sorry if somehow you got angry yesterday. Just that I just planned that the day would be so perfect to spend it with you lah. Ishk! if i sounded demanding. I apologise. haish. We watched Eight Below and ate at LJS. He gave me chox, lots and lots of chox, ooohhh I like!! and also a shirt that's really nice. I love him. So. So. much. Well, yeahh. I'm Seventeen. I'm ALMOST legal. Yeahh. My aim now, is to try out some totally new stuff now.a Must! what shall we do? What shall i do? I? hmmmmm..... I signed up for wakeboarding, dragonboat and touch rugby. i must be crazy. Well, I guess, I'm definitely going touch rugby uh. Yeahh. Touch. Touch. Kayy. Today. Well, yeahh. had lectures. The first lecture was ok. But then, the second lecture was horrible. I was like, HUH!? It's like Chemistry leh. I loathe this subject. Kay, just received our maths notes. It's like horrid!! A MATHS!!! And i didn't even take that subject in secondary school. Was trying out my lab coats jst now, it's like big. Gosh2! I have nothing to say lah. kay.

Let Us Sing This Song....
AVRIL LAVIGNE-"Things I'll Never Say"

I'm tuggin' out my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head {Pre-Chorus}(Cause) I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it Yeah::Chorus::If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you, away Be with you every night Am I squeezin' you too tight?? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee"Marry me today" Yes, I'm wishing my life away These things I'll never say It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you What's on my mind If it ain't coming out We're not going anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care :What's wrong with my tongue These words keep slipping away I stutter, I stumble Like I've got nothing to say }Yes I'm wishing my life away These things I'll never say If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee"Marry me today" Yes, I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say These things I'll never say