Tell Me Something So Beautiful

Sunday, April 30, 2006

11:53 PM

You're graceful. You're lovely.
Yes I need you, I'm sorry.
I want you to be here right now,
but you're nowhere near here, somehow.

-hudsie jones

Be With Me. Will you?

10:30 PM

It's 30th of April! Last day of the month. Awww. Good Bye April, Helo May! Yay! Tomorrow's a public holiday. woohoo. Ok, so.. Let's update about my life for the past two days.

29th April '06, Saturday
Gosh, it was EXTREMELY boring lah at home. Really. Bored. I almost wanted to go out on my own, by myself. But then, mom said we'll be going to my aunt's place. Well. Ask me out somebody, anybody. Cis, I like got NO LIFE right now. Kayy, no point complaining. Let's look on the brightside. Later that evening, my aunt was was at home so my family decided to go to Causeway Point to have dinner. My mom was like, let's eat at Swensen's! So, all of us happily went up. The queue was loooong, but we waited. Well, i waited, the others like roamed around. So it was our turn. Time to Order!! I had this western, fish mango salsa followed by this chocolate-mocha sundae ice cream. Hmm, Yummy. So that's on Saturday.

30th April '06, Sunday
PlayStopRewind gig,

ASF was the first band. The crowd was alright. The room, was freaggin' hot. Gosh. ASF played well, Iman was flawless. Baik dok. They were great. Love your last song you guys! Well, all the other bands were as good. Dance-dance-dance. Half way through me faizah fadhilla and amir went to LJS to get ourselves some packed food. Then met the guys at this awkward place. In the middle of someplace to eat. Took loads of pic. Some of us went on the back of this lorry and posed with these coconuts. funny. Then we headed back into the studio. It was hot-hot-HOT. Was perspiring like god knows what. Serious.At about 8, we left the place. Something shocking happened. It was a total relieve when it all became fine again. Heart was beating so fast. Kay. so, Azli, Danial and some guys wanted to lepak at Marina Square to catch fireworks. I figured it'll be late by then, so i decided to go home. I have to say, 70% of my heart was to go with them, with Azli. But then, I don't want to keep my parents worried if i'd come home late you see. Hence, i was like, "ugh!", kay, "Nurul, let's go home" Telling myself this. My oh my, was it tough. Cos, I miss you so badly. Can cry! So we went home. My mind was really disturbed. It was me, faizah, iman, fadhila, hidayat, amir and hadi. Iman sent Fadhilla home. So, five of us left. In the train, mind still disturbed. haiyo. Faiza and Hadi fell asleep. Then, hidayat amir and me chit chat, boy., do we have many many many things to say. Really... we talked alot seii. And I mean ALOT. So, my mind came back. Thoughts gathered as i talked to them . haks. We were talking like we've been friends for ten years! kay. That's good. At least, i wasn't like sitting there alone. wondering. Kay. so reached home at 9.45 pm. wow. Early sei. Ok uh. Siang jugak. So yeah. I was complaining to mom that I haven't had a proper meal, she was like, "kesian nyer anak mak lapar." and continued watching tv. those were the exact words you know. kay, tkper. sooo.. Muax!

Great Song to sing on this day..

ATARIS-"Looking Back On Today"

30th of April, seems like yesterday.We bought a house above the oceanwhere our kids could laugh and play.I called you from Paristo tell you that I wrote our names on the observation deckof the Eiffel Tower.Remember those nights,playing "Summer wind" on the juke box of the bar we used to go.We made out in the bathroom and you walked me to my house,I tried to convince you not to go home.If only i had more time, I'd take you where you wanted to go.Italy isn't the same without you here.If only I had one wish, I'd want a million tillion lifetimesthat I could spend with you...Fall in love with you again and again.1st of November, 1998.I was thinking of what to say when I could call.Denice come over to my house, cuz you're the one for me.We'll drink cheap wine and watch more shooting stars.Remember our first apartment?Our couch was never big enough for two.Still, we'd fall asleep in eachother's arms and wake up on the floor.Now looking back it was made for me and you.If only I had more time, I'd take you where you wanted to go.Japan is really nice this time of year.If only I had one wish, I'd want a million trillion lifetimesthat I could spend with you...Fall in love with you again and again.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

11:46 AM

Helo.. Well, didn't update my blog yesterday. I was too tired.
Anyway, Yesterday, first lecture started at nine. I looked at my timetable, gosh, i have lectures all the way till 6 p.m with only an hour break. So not looking forward to the day. But good thing is, attendance is not taken for lectures. So, we can don't come for the day, but then i guess it will be a great loss to me if i don't come. So, just come. I saw a few guys cabot from the first lecture. Ishk! I just came in late lah, but still, I came. Me and my friends were chit-chatting till we forgot about the time so that was why we were late. Kay, throughout the day, the lecture halls my class were appointed to were all not the main LTs so we had to watch this small t.v in front of the LT to see the lecturer who is at the other LT. the main one. and the slides she's going through will be at the screen. No lecturer or teacher was at our LT most of the time, so the class sort of slacked a bit. You can do anything SEII. Haks. kay. so lectures were boring. Except for the human anatomy and physiology and also the Science Food Prep subject. The others were really horrid. Lecturers screaming into the mic, some funny accent the lecturers have, complicating subjects like Maths and Stats. It was horrendous. The last lesson was a two hour long tutorial, PUBLIC SPEAKING. Ok, well, to speak out in front of the class isn't the problem but what to say is the problem i have. Sometimes I tend to talk way off the subject given. Gosh, I get carried away sometimes. Hekz. Well, but it went well lah. The teacher let us off half an hour earlier. So, after that, Indix called. She wanted to meet. So yeah, we met at Northpoint Mac. The moment she saw me, she came running and gave me a great big hug, almost suffocating me, but I didn't complain, yeah. I miss her too. Both of us, then talked and talked and talked and talked. Gosh, we had a lot of things to say. She's coming over to my house later on. Now I'm just slacking at home. I just finished doing some housework. I was surfing the net when I noticed that the house was in a mess, I couldn't stand it so I tidy it up a bit. My mom went to the wet market for awhile, so now I;m baby sitting my niece. She's very cute when she sleeps. Alah, she's cute all the time. Oh no! She's up! I have to go now. Kay. no. My brother in law is here. Ok. So. Ok. But still, I've got nothing left to say. Soooo, Hudsie misses him, Hudsie Loves him, Hudsie wants him now, Hudsie needs him.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

6:54 PM

Sinful.Sinful.Sinful.Indulgence.Chocolates.Afrodisiac.Sexy Sexy Lingerie.Laces. Groooovy. Pink. Pizza!

Aloha, well, I'm helping myself with some sinful food. Chocolates. The ones dearest gave. I love those red ones labelled Classic, and the silver ones. Mmm, yummy. Anyway, Today, 969 was packed. The people were like sardines packed in a tin. I tell you, if you fall, you won't fall flat on the floor, there won't be any space for you to fall. Haks. Oklah tu. Kay, So, after today's lectures, I realised I'm like studying, triple science and A maths lah. Soooo, scary. Die. Die. Die. Ishk! Well, i changed my blog BG again. Totally new. I like it. Hehe. Well, tomorrow going to school with Fadie and Yen Ping, anyone else want to join. I like to go school in a big group uh.... Heks. I find it. Somehow... fun. So yea, went for Chemistry bridging lesson. Had drinks at Design's Canteen. Kewl. Then had lunch at AS foodcourt. Ate Pizza! Haks. My usual clique then went to the TP bookshop to check out stuff, heks. They sell tidbits at the bookshop. then, there was this deserts cafe. We find it really tempting. Saliva almost dripped. Haiyoo. Bumped into Haris, Rino and Jun Jia, they were telling me, tryng to make me jealous uh, just because they have finished their lessons but i still have more lessons for the day. hakz. Then bumped into Deborah and Francis. Then bumped into Shi kai. Seriously, many of my classmates are in TP. Huahua. kewl, 4e3 rules! Ok. So, Communication Skills Tutorial postponed till tomorrow seii. If not can go home at 4! Now, Well, lessons till 6. 9 to 6. That's like really long. Lectures all the way. With only an hour break. Sian. Sian. Sian. Then we have to buy this human anatomy and physiology textbook. It's like $44. Haish. But Human Anatomy seems interesting. The teacher is really fun. Ok. Soooo, tht's all lah for today. hudsie loves him!

Let us sing this song

Kelly Clarkson-Walk Away
You've got your mother and your brother, every otherUnder cover telling you what to sayYou think I'm stupidBut the truth is, that it's CupidBaby, loving you has made me this waySo before you point your fingerGet your hands off of my triggerYou need to know this situations getting oldAnd now the more you talk, the less I can takeI'm looking for attentionNot another questionShould you stay or should you goWell, if you don't have the answerWhy you still standing hereHey,Just walk awayI waited here for you like a kid waiting after schoolSo tell me how come you never showedI gave you everything and never asked for anythingAnd look at me, I'm all aloneSo before you start defending, babyStop all your pretendingI know you know I knowSo what's the point in being so,"Let's get this show on the road today"I'm looking for attentionNot another questionShould you stay or should you goWell, if you don't have the answerWhy you still standing hereHey,Just walk awayI want a loveI want a fireTo feel the burnMy desiresI want a man by my sideNot a boy who runs and hidesAre you going to fight for meDie for meLive and breathe for meDo you care for meCause if you don't then just leaveI'm looking for attentionNot another questionShould you stay or should you goWell, if you don't have the answerWhy you still standing hereHey,Just walk away

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

3:29 PM

AFSN. Smart People. Too Smart. Ambitious. Too much. That's Me. I can't give up just yet. It's only the beginning.

Harlow. Well, I am back from TP! School. Boy.. Does the bus no. 69 take a looong time. I was alone somemore. Had to wait for the bus seii. CNN day is coming. My class was discussing of what we should do. Well, I'm not going to reveal our top secret plan. NA-aH! KAy. Today had lectures. Two lectures only. Maths and Stats and PIPC. PiPc is some p... inorganic physical chemistry. PiPc, got to combined with other courses people. Due to technical problems, my class had to squeeze into this other LT. There were a lot of guys in the LT. Well, It was my first lecture with that many guys. Haks. AFSN is packed up with girls what. Since we had to squeeze into the other LT right. Well, there were no seats so my friends and i had to sit on the steps. Then, this very nice group of guys gave up their seats to us. Thats gentlemanly. Haks. Kay. So it was PIPC. Simple Physics uh. Kay, At least i understood. Then Maths pon simple. Kay, safe! At least i understood. So after that, we had an hour's long break. So me yen ping and vanessa decided to eat at AS canteen, "The flavours" food court. Well, It's the only air conditioned canteen in TP. But I heard that the food in other canteens are better uh. Well, í have three years to explore. So i shall take my time. Ate Western. I noticed every stall had this Halal cert. Well, ok. Then, after we ate, went to this Plagiarism Workshop. Haiyo. Got Assignment sei. Well, must do. must do. Yeah. After that went home. I can't stop thinking of that day, on my birthday, I had so. so. much fun with him. It was sooo pleasurable. great time. great moment. ok. Now listening to Click Five. Muacks!

Let Us Sing This Song...
MatchBook Romance - Farewell to friends

A pictures worth a thousand words
But not worth the words I need to hearI miss you so much that it hurts
And tonight, I wish you were here with me
So I could make you see
The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly
They remind me of
All the times, when we used to sit underneath them, those summer nights
And fall in love
Its not alright, it's our last night together
I won't give up, I can't let go, of you.
I can't let go of you.
And tonight, I close my eyes and dream that she is still the one, laying there beside me
I'd walk a thousand miles
I'd swim across the sea
What do I have to do, please just tell me

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

6:33 PM

Edition: 18th December 2005. Stepping into the fourth chapter.
Getting addicted. Loving even more. Doing fine. Getting better.
Turned a year wiser, smarter, bolder, braver, crazier, noisier.
Prepared to do more new things, to venture around and experiment.
addicted to your scent your touch your love,
addicted to you a gift from above,
addicted to loving you as much as i can,
addicted to having you as my boyfriend.
Thinking. Thinking. Thoughts. Oppurtunities. Wasted or lacked. Let it be reversed. let me have it. Get it. Give it. Do it.

Rugby.Touch rugby.dragonboat.dance.tpsu.cheerleading.wakeboarding.which one. deciding. Picking. Thinking.

Heloo. For those who has no idea of what i'm writing above. Well, its some stuff im thinking about. A lot of things just happened uh. TP. School. Birthday. 4th Chapter. Better life. CCA. All lah. Gosh. yeahh. I'm Seventeen Years Old now. Woah. On Sunday, celebrated it with my family. It was gerek. Went out to eat. I wore this ladies shoes, with those needle like heels. Dressed up really girlish. Kewl. Yesterday, my classmates celebrated it in school first. It was awesome. My friend made this really delicious cheesecake. Yeahh. Then after that all of us ciao. Met Darling Azli! Well, Darlz, sorry if somehow you got angry yesterday. Just that I just planned that the day would be so perfect to spend it with you lah. Ishk! if i sounded demanding. I apologise. haish. We watched Eight Below and ate at LJS. He gave me chox, lots and lots of chox, ooohhh I like!! and also a shirt that's really nice. I love him. So. So. much. Well, yeahh. I'm Seventeen. I'm ALMOST legal. Yeahh. My aim now, is to try out some totally new stuff now.a Must! what shall we do? What shall i do? I? hmmmmm..... I signed up for wakeboarding, dragonboat and touch rugby. i must be crazy. Well, I guess, I'm definitely going touch rugby uh. Yeahh. Touch. Touch. Kayy. Today. Well, yeahh. had lectures. The first lecture was ok. But then, the second lecture was horrible. I was like, HUH!? It's like Chemistry leh. I loathe this subject. Kay, just received our maths notes. It's like horrid!! A MATHS!!! And i didn't even take that subject in secondary school. Was trying out my lab coats jst now, it's like big. Gosh2! I have nothing to say lah. kay.

Let Us Sing This Song....
AVRIL LAVIGNE-"Things I'll Never Say"

I'm tuggin' out my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My cheeks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head {Pre-Chorus}(Cause) I'm feeling nervous Trying to be so perfect Cause I know you're worth it You're worth it Yeah::Chorus::If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you, away Be with you every night Am I squeezin' you too tight?? If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee"Marry me today" Yes, I'm wishing my life away These things I'll never say It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you What's on my mind If it ain't coming out We're not going anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care :What's wrong with my tongue These words keep slipping away I stutter, I stumble Like I've got nothing to say }Yes I'm wishing my life away These things I'll never say If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee"Marry me today" Yes, I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say These things I'll never say

Sunday, April 23, 2006

2:40 PM

I'm so bored. Going out later. To celebrate my birthday with my family. But, haiyoo. I can't wait. So I thought. Why not I write in an entry. Soooo.. hmm.. yeah.. let us sing this song...

Ratu - teman tapi mesra
(1) Aku punya teman Teman sepermainan Kemana ada dia selalu ada aku Dia amat manis Juga baik hati Dia selalu ada waktu Untuk membantuku (2) Namun aku bingung Ketika dia bilang cinta Dan dia kataka Tuk ingin jadi kekasihku Reff : Cukuplaha saja berteman denganku Janganlah kau meminta lebih Ku tak mungkin mencintaimu Kita berteman saja Teman tapi mesra Aku memang suka dirimu Namun aku ada yang punya Lebih baik kita berteman Kita berteman saja Teman tapi mesra

Saturday, April 22, 2006

10:31 PM

One word to describe my day today. It was..................... BORING. Bleargh! I wanted to go out. But, lazy lah. Legs cramp. Aiyoyoyo. Kay. Still, I begged my mother to go out. But, she said, tomorrow... Tomorrow. "We'll celebrate your birthday tomorrow kayy, we'll have dinner at Lau Pau Sat. Eat Satay!!! kayy, then she ask what I want. You know what I told her, I want Earphones. Then, she suggested, Pants. Or clothes for school. She insist that I ask from her clothings. Well. kay lah. Anything will do. I'm not that fussy. Anyway, Yay! Monday only two hours of school. Come to think of it. Alah. Indrani's lessons ends at 6. Alah. Alah. Kay, who to celebrate with. Heart pain? It's okay lah. Whatever will be, will be. Kay, the whole day I was at home. Then at about 4 plus. I had this urge to search for Indrani. BUT! She was workihg. Cis! Kayy. Sudahlah! Somebody... Ask me out. Ask me out. Ask me out. Ask me out. L.o.L. Oh yeah, just now, had an incredibly looong conversation on the phone with Indix. Well, we were talking about each of our schools' Orientation. Heks. kay. Also, me, my dad and mom watched the movie premier on Disney Channel, the incredibles. kewl eh. Kayy. That's all lah. muacks. Munchas Gracias

Let us sing this song
Dance Dance- Fall Out Boy
She says she's no good with words but I'm worseBarely stuttered outA joke of a romantic stuck to my tongueAnd weighed down with words too overdramaticTonight it's "it cant get much worse"Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."I'm two quarters and a heart downAnd I don't want to forget how your voice soundsThese words are all I have so I write themI need them just to get byWe will own your thoughtsWe'll own the songs stuck in your headWe'll leave you kicking and screaming so you can thank us in the endDance, DanceWe're falling apart to half timeDance, DanceAnd these are the lives you love to leadDance this is the way they'd lookIf they knew how misery loved me(I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me, crawling into bed with me)You always fold just before you're found outDrink up its last callLast resortBut only the first mistake and I...I'm two quarters and a heart downAnd I don't want to forget how your voice soundsThese words are all I have so I write themI need them just to get byWhy don't you show me a little bit of spineYou've been saving for his mattress (with love)Dance, DanceWe're falling apart to half timeDance, DanceAnd these are the lives you love to leadDance this is the way they'd lookIf they knew how misery loved meWhy don't you show me a little bit of spineYou've been saving for his mattress (with love)I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with meDance, DanceDance, DanceDance, DanceDance, Dance

9:57 AM

TPSU last day's orientation was just blissful. Really, incredible seii. Freshies were enjoying themselves so much that we were screaming and shouting all day long. It was cool. I participated in the AScs final clash, the lollipop game and the telematch. It was so fun! During the lollipop game, the chem eng guys were so superb. SO POWERFUL. It was utterly painful being water bombed by then. Seriously PAINFUL. Gosh... I was screaming in joy and pain seii. Curse you guyS!! haha, JK. Kayy, then after lunch, I participated in the telematch game. Game 5, the superhero thingy. Well, got in fourth place. Haish2. But, it was an unforgettable experience. Funlah. Got to be the "sexy bunny". Great. After that the whole school went to Bedok Reservoir where we had our dragon boat race, REGATTA, and the cheerleading competition. There, I saw AZLI! and yeah, I just missed him cho much. Then, I saw Fadie, Haris and Rino and Hafiz Mus! Kewl. All the 4e3s. Except for Hafiz lah. Well, all the YTzens then. Kayy, It was FUN FUN FUN. Fadie, Haris and Azli participated in the cheerleading competition, they WON! woah... After the whole thing at Bedok Reservoir, we got back to school. Just as we were about to get back to our LTs. Cherly rang. Kring! She wanted to tell me that Azli's stuff are with her and that she's already all the way back at home. I was like, HUH! Ok, then HOW?! Ok. I smsed Fadie. Her hp batt flat pulak. Haiyoo. Was desperately searching for Azli uh. But then, after that, my friends and I decided to go for the JAM n HOP. It was sooo awesome............ COOL. It was like a disco party. People dancing. Me dancing. It was crazy. The lights, the music just made us high. Then, the most incredible thing happened. I saw................................. I saw................................... I saw........................................... Azli! Kay, told him Cheryl called. So HOW?!! kay. After that my friends and I left the hall to get our Pizza. Yummy! then got back inside. The atmosphere was even more tense. WOW! Well, it was awesome. Left the hall at 10 plus. And bumped into Imam. Then bumped into Azli, well not exactly bumped lah, I saw him and shouted his name. Fuh! kay, so we went home with his friends and my friend till Tamp int. Then..... so on and so forth. Azli had to go to Danial's house to get his stuff. So we said our farewells at the void deck of my block. So that's it. My TP orientation. Fun. Awesome. Just, gerek uh.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

9:23 PM

Helo. Well, I'm waiting for 'Lost' to start. Gosh, I'm dead tired. I'm not sure if my eyes can hold on till 'Lost' is over. I really cannot miss any episode if this NO. 1 show. Yestnite, Indix came over to my house. Well, she only sat outside lah while i sat at the door area there. We chatted for a while. Then, she ciao. Anw, Today's orientation day was very fun. Afiqah smsed me to ask what should she bring along. anw, I had a great fall during one of the games and got soooo wet. Water was splashing everywhere. It was sure fun. The OLs did a play about what we have to look out for throughout our freshman year. Us, freshies have to adapt to these totally new environment. Well, the cliche stuff. We learnt the dance steps for the mass dance to be held tomorrow. The dance was extremely interesting. Me and my partner were really enthusiastic during the dance. It was awesomelah. One of my OLs, Shingo won't be able to attend the last day so he felt so sad having to see us for the last time. He cried. Well, if it were me i'd cry too. Well, missed out an oppurtunity to participate in the dragonboat race, Nakata. Haish2. Tomorrow we'll be getting our matric cards and all. Cool.... Can't wait for that. Yeahhh.. I can't wait to meet Azli and of course Fadie. I miss them. Especially Azli. Alah. Haish3. I hope I can see him. Kayy. My eyes are getting sore looking at the comp screen so before i doze off, i better go. So, bui.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

9:41 PM

TP Orientation, Week 0, Day 1. It was a fun-filled day. I made many friends. The f&n students. Kewl. My class AA14. Mostly made up of 18 year olds. Not many 17 year olds. Only 3 guys. 4 malays. Mostly live at the Eastern part of Singapore. Yeah. My class is made up of 23 people. Met this really nice girl, Vanessa from Payar Lebar Methodist. My form teacher cum chairperson is Mrs Quek, young, jovial and out-going teacher, plus I must say she looks good. My two team leaders, Shingo and Eileen are just the best, best guides ever. Our theme was the vampire. So the OLs were dressed in a gothic concept. Time does flies. There were so many things to be done that before we knew it, the time was already 6 plus. Team Spirit was lacking though throughout the games. Effort was shown greatly but team spirit was only 50%. But still there was that spirit a bit lah. I guess tomorrow it'll be better. I can't wait for tomorrow now. Even though I'm darn tired. Yeahh, I look forward to tomorrow. Aiyoo. YAh! must buy lab coats, you know those white coats that your doctors wear at the hospitals. Yeah, i must buy those. It costs 20 plus plak tu. There are two different coats to buy plak tu. Tomorrow must bring 40 plus to get it. Hmm. I wonder when are we getting our Matric Cards. My OLs said we;re getting it soon enough. I guess so. Hmm, Must learn this sign language thingy for the school's song. Not the Original school song uh. But just a school song. Yeah. TP want to attempt to break the guiness world record. Kewl2. Well, It was my four months ann yesterday. Haish. Azli is like in camp now at TP. Haish. Kayy. I miss him lah. Yeah.. Saw Azlie just now, no, not Azli, but Azlie, from Yt, dnt mate. He was like playing the staring game at the interchange.. Wanted to ask which course he's going to. But he was talking to his friend so i figured, Nah. Saw Hafiz Mus also. Kayy.. you. I got to go. I'm just so darn tired. Time for me to energize!!! bye2!

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

7:41 PM

And the truth is finally revealed. Now she knows.

Helo you... I'm freaggin' tired. I woke up at 6.45 am just now. Well, I volunteered to accompany Fadie to school together with Indigie. I had to force myself out of bed. Met them in the bus. Indrani was late for meeting Fadie. So Fadie thought we'd be running late. Turns out she wasn't going to be late. We reached TP at 8.55 am seii. So we had to leave Fadie there. It was difficult to leave but we had no choice. We just couldn't stay. Haks. kayy, drama! We had to pursue our next mission. To get to Esplanade. And get my pay. Yeahh. Well we did got lost on the way there. It was an interesting bus ride. We got to explore Singapore. Kayy. We alight the bus at BOON KENG nel station. And took the train towards City Hall. So we were early. My ex-colleague was still setting up the tables and chairs at the restaurant. Hence, we decided to wait. While waiting, indrani and me had a really interesting conversation. Very very interesting conversation. Now she knows. Kayy. So after that, took my pay and fled. I bought a pair of ladies shoes at VNC. It's really nice. Kewl. Indigie helped me to choose. Then we took the mrt back to Yishun. On the way there, our eyes were already so tired. Our bodies weak. We needed food. We went to Northpoint's foodcourt to eat our lunch. And that was like 2 plus. I ate Chicken Chop. Treated Indrani. Ouh yeah, Sara and Zulaiha came too. And Shangkari. I think that's the spelling. Went back to Yt AGAIN> haiyoo.. No life. Spoke to Ms Yeo, Mr Teo, Ms Chiang. Mr Soh sort of crackled a joke with us as he was waiting for the class he had to take for the NAFA test to queue up. It's the NAFA season. Banyak kaklar oh. Yeah. After that me and indigie sort of abandoned the rest at yt and left for Sunplaza. Eventually we met up again uh at Sunplaza. We then went home. Ouh yeah, Fadie was smsing us during her orientation hoping that we'd come to rescue her. She made friends with Azli. yeahh. kay. So yeah. Im home. Lethargic as ever. wearing my new shoes walking around the house. kay. bedek. I'm sitting down in front of the computer screen. kay.. huds signing off!

12:37 AM

Let me be the treasure that you'll never abandon. Let me be the thought that always comes through your mind. Let me that one that you see in your eyes. Let me be yours, forever mine.
Hey, today i woke up alone wishing you were here with me *San dimas*. yeahh. I woke up early. I was meeting Azli dear for breakfast at Mac. I was a lil bit late though. Sorry dear. Yeah, we ate. There were Azli's friends too, Danial and Roy if not mistaken. After that Azli sent me home. alah. Now I miss him. Tomorrow his orientation starts. Alah. After that, met Indrani to take our O level Certificates at Y.t. Look now the Principal calls the students YTzens. Sajak nah la tu.. kayy. So no mood now. Don't know why. Ever since i watched that recent episode of Grey's Anatomy and Scrubs. I even cried. That Doctor decided not to sign the divorce paper then poor doctor Grey got rejected. Alamak. Headache. I've been feeling bleargh. That's why entry short. Ending here.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

9:53 PM

Dear Bloggy, guess what. I just can't stop laughing sei. Fuhyo! I need to stop. Kay. Me and Azli had almost the same msn nick. Kewl. It's like a big coincidence. We think alike? Hmm. kay. It's kewl actually. Soo, yyeahh. Today.. My body ache, yesterday, my kakak ajak me go to the gym uh. Gymnasium. Haks. I was bored so I had to go. i still remember those times during secondary school, my friends and i would go to the school's gym during P.E. We'll like fool around with the equipment. Then the guys will be comparing the sizes of their muscles staring at each other in the mirror. Action uh. Haks. Then the girls will try out those heavy machines. Tak kuat pon step kuat. Haks. Gerek seii those times. Every time during PE, 4e3 will conquer the gym first usually. Haks. Dengki! Kay. Every PE lesson tau we'd be doing that and we never get tired of it. Fun Fun. So. Back to today, body aching. Went out with Indrani. I was suppose to take my pay. But in the end, turns out, my schedule got mixed up. Cis! Bingit jap. Tapi, Then I thought, Well, I'd still get it what. But at a later time lah. It's ok. Although that caused me to ruin my whole day's plan. I thought, Forget it. Why be miserable. Well, I was feeling miserable. Never get pay, losing blood, plenty of them. starving, missed that once in a lifetime oppurtunity to meet The Click Five. Whatever Whatever. Its ok now. Yeah, after finding out about the not gettting my pay yet thing, me and indigee went to Far East to eat. Gosh. Then, after that met Shahfez at NZ ice cream. We had a nice chat before meeting up with Ridzuan, Afiq, Muhaimin, Shafiz and this other guy I don't know. Afiq's hair is really nice sei. Very nice, even Wan and Shahfez agreed. So good, so we met them, then, talk talk talk, catch up in some stuff, then after that the guys wanted to chill out at Esplanade, Wan sort of "strongly encourage" us to go, he forced actually. But me and Indix were just tired to go back to Esplanade. Yeah, so we decided to go home. Early seii. I went to the pasar malam to get myself this very nice apam balik, crispy tau. SedaP! Then, just as i was crossing the road. My parents pass by me on the motorbike. Vroooom! of they go. I waved, but WASTED, they didn't notice. Rabak. There was this guy who thought that I waved at him and waved back at me. I just smiled and looked away. haks. Paisae. My oh my. Kayy, so reached home right after my parents reached home. Seriously, my dad shut the door, I opened the door. My mom gave out a loud "EH!" followed by her usual evil laughter, really, my mother has this typical evil laughter you know, very EVIL kind of laughter. well, I just find it kewl uh. Great parents i have. Ahh, I love them. I love you. I love my family, including you. ahuh, you. yeah, you. You! really you. kay. so my day. my fine day. great day. adios

Let's Sing this song Today....
Promise-Matchbook Romance
What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go promise me you'll never let me go And now the stars aren't out tonight but neither are we to look up at them why does hello feel like goodbye These memories can't replace These wishes I wish and dreams I chase Take this broken heart and make it right I feel like I've lost everything when your gone Left remembering what its like To have you here with me I thought you should know Your not making this easy I never thought I'd be the one to say "Please don't, please don't leave me" Take my hand and never let me go Take my hand and never let me go Promise me You'll never let go Make this last forever

Saturday, April 15, 2006

4:34 PM

Harlow. It's a Saturday. It's almost 5. And I'm at home. It's raining cats and dogs out there. Kinda Scary. Here I am rotting at home again. Well. Decided not to go out. I'm going out tomorrow with Indrani. I hope she can make it. Wonder what's happening at Azli's sister's wedding. Hmm. What's he doing... hmm. See, Always thinking about him. Kayy. Well. I cooked today. Made Fish Soup with noodles. It's easy to make really. That's why mum asked me to cook it. Kay. Sedap tau. So tht's it for my day. Wokay-vokay.

Let's sing this song
Tiger Lily-matchbook romance
We drive tonight and you are by my side we're talking about our lives like we've known each other forever the time flies by with the sound of your voice its close to paradise with the end surely near and if I could only stop the car and hold onto you and never let go I'll never let go as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said "I'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent" and I want to speak these words but I guess I'll just bite my tongue and except someday, somehow as the words that we'll hang from And I, I don't want to speak these words cause I, I don't want to make things any worse Why does tonight have to end Why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts we'll skip the goodbyes If I had it my way I'l turn the car around and run away just you and I

Friday, April 14, 2006

10:00 PM

Helo. Well, Here I am almost ready for sleep. Yeah, I'm not sleepy but i'm just not in the mood to be awake. Ugh! Kay. Yeahh, I just got off the phone with Indix, she told me at the eleventh hour that she found out she's working tomorrow. So She can''t make it tomorrow. Work... Work.. I guess i can't do anything. I have to understand right. We were suppose to chill out at Esplanade tomorrow. I still have to go to Esplanade to get my pay. Fadie is going out with Man, Zulaiha isn't picking up the phone, Nadz and Idah already going out together I dont want to spoil their plans. Kay, So I guess I'm going alone uh. For now my plan is to go alone. Yeahh. Nevermind, Let's Go Shopping alone! Kayy. So My day today. For the first part of the day, I was rotting at home. It is Good Friday and i'm rotting at home. Haks. kayy, Then sis and i went to 7 eleven for awhile to get mashed potatoes. Then, go t home. I was online when Moran left a missed call. So I called back, yeahh, Azli and Moran were lepaking together so they asked if I'd like to join. (Duh! of course..) So I changed and met them at 618. It was raining so i was wearing this redsweater. My favourite redsweater. Like E.t. haks. kayy. We left 618 to meet Danial near his house there, forgot the block number, near Northland Primary. So, yeah, lepak.. lepak.. lepak.. till Azwan came and lepak.. Then the guys decided to play soccer. I just watched. Yeahh. So after that I went home. Had to part from Azli, alah. Yeah, tomorrow is his sister's wedding. Yeahh. Kaylah. Well, I cooked my own dinner. Made Carbonara. My favourite Italian Dish. Hmm. Alah, I can't stop feeling so upset. Ishk! kaykay! STOP! Fuh. I guess. This is it.

Let sing this song
Your Stories, My Alibis- Matchbook Romance
Speak to me tell me something so typical a lullaby or something so miserable that will keep me up at night cross out my eyes I know you planned it you know I love you and I can't stand it we just lost control Lie to me Give me something worth living for Tell me a reason worth fighting for Give me anything Anything to keep me breathing Lie to me Give me something worth living for Tell me a reason worth dying for Give me anything Anything to keep me breathing Lie to me tell me stories so beautiful an epic, or something so terrible that it makes me weep cross out these days on your calendar it hurts me so much and I'm not quite sure I care anymore

Thursday, April 13, 2006

12:25 AM

Hey, Helo you how was the rest? BlahBlah. Ok. Just finish watching this Box Office movie on Channel 5, 'Chicago'. kewl movie. Well, today, I woke up early, my niece was crying so loudly the whole house almost shivered. Haha, Bluff! kk. Yeah, her wittle cry came in to my blissful dream and woke me up in tears sei, really tau, my dream was sad uh. Somehow. Sedih. Ok. So yeahh, so i came out of my bed and went to the baby, played with her for a while, till, "Tradada!!!!", my hp gave out a loud sound, somebody smsed me. Checked, it was Danial, Azli's fwen. They were going to meet up at Khatib Mac and Azli asked if I'd care to join. Me... Aper Lagi!! Dengan Segera, Macam mi instan. Okok. In a flash, I took a bath and replied to Danial, I'll be coming. Huahua. Took my time to get ready. Then told mum I'm off for breakfast, she was like, ah ye ye.. ok. Jangan balik Malam2! Let me translate that, she said ok, just don't come back home too late at night. I was like, huh! it's like 9 am in the morning, you expect me to be out for so long?? Kayy.. I guess she was too busy with my niece to pay attention. kayy.. So met dearest and Danial. So we talked. Dearest was complaining about his hair again and again, i've been hearing this word from him and Danial, "How?!!" with this typical panic expression on their faces. I'd say "I don't know?!". well, How?! you tell me how?!!!! His hair isn't that bad. It's Alright. It's ok. Good looking. Still good-looking lah dear. Mwahz! Do not worry. It'll grow. How?! Put olive oil and your hair will grow nice. That's what I heard tau, that day my niece had this Marhaban so her head was shaved bald. The aunties advised my sister to apply olive oil on her head so that the hair will grow faster and nicer. Well. There you go. How?! Kayy... so, after that went to Danial's house. Was suppose to watch Saw 2, but my sweetheart fell asleep for like almost 2-3 hours uh. He looks so adorable when he sleeps. Aww. I was like, aww.. Aww... aww... kept kissing his forehead everytime I go into the room. Well, watched Oprah as he was fast asleep while Danial was playing computer games on his lappy lap top. violent tau the game. Fuhyo! Ishk! Rabak. Almost fell asleep sei on the Sofa. But then, Ricky Martin came out to perform for Oprah, I was like, that's Ricky Martin! Soooo gorgeous giler seii. Wah... Kay.. he sang " I don't care, I just want to be yours!" Haks. The song, I don't really like. But the person singing the song, Oooh.. I like. Kk. So. Yeahh, after a few t.v shows. Azli dear woke up! Kay. HE WOKE UP! Then, he fell asleep again. Haks. Its ok, I understand, poor him, he didn't get any sleep the night before. kay, So A lot of stuff happened, It rained heavily, the two of them sent me to my void deck and headed for Azli's house. Yeah, So It was time to meet Indix. Boy, did indix take a loooooooooooooooooong time to get here. I was like eagerly watching out for every bus that came from Woodlands. One by one the buses came and left, but no indrani in sight. I was like, looking at the sky. I was waiting for her from the time it was raining till the rain subsided till the sky became clear, the sun was shining. Kay, it was that long ok. Huahua. Anw, She finally came. I was like... YAY!! So we went up to my house. Watched A lil bit of NAnny McPhee, and went online. then, we had a mini makeover, did a lil bit of her nails. And we talked and talked and talked and talked, It was non-stop i tell you. Funny, after that I went to take a bath. Indrani took like snap shots of me in the process of wearing my clothes and sent it to my friend seii, thank god Fadie's my great friend. so, we got ready to go to the Pasar Malam near my house there. At Khatib Mrt there uh. go jalan-jalan. then, sat at Mac to get some supper. we were seriously hungry. So at mac, we started the non-stop conversation again, fun lah. Yeah. Indrani is that kind of person, to me lah, that you can say anything to, and not have to worry about what she has to say about it, cos whatever her opinion is, It's always a good one. Great friend. So, sent her to the busstop and then I went home. Boy, today's entry is extremely long. I miss my Darling Earphones! huahua.. and my darling too. My fingers are getting tired. So are my eyes, yeah.. Signing off huds.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

10:10 PM

Driving Slow On Sunday Morning... Helo, Yeah, I keep hearing this song being played over and over again ever since I put the video on my blog. The lyrics to the song is very sweet and the music has that cool tune. Very nice song. The song has been out for quite sometime though. Heks. Well, Maroon 5 has kept their silence for so long. Wonder where they are, Adam Levine. I still remember that Room Raiders show that they were on, how jealous I felt when the girl got the Drummer as a date, She even managed to raid their rooms! Touch their stuffs and used them even. Haiyoo.. Macam-Macam. Kaykay, So today, watched 'a lot like love' , the dvd i borrowed, well, I was suppose to go for my ex-school's annual sports day, but then, the person that was suppose to be going with me woke up late. So late that by the time she woke up, the whole occasion was already like over for an hour. Huahua. Nevermind, I felt quite bad though. I promised my junior that I'd come. He had a drum solo so he told me to come and watch him play. So yeah. Haish! Sorry.. Kay, So I was desperately finding for someone to go Northpoint with me, I had to return the DVD I borrowed, I didn't want to go then come back home, So Boring lah at home. So was in desperate needs for company. then, so, I checked my phone, Haryani left me a missed call, so I smsed her to ask why did she called, then, TA-da! got company liao. Huahua, Was damn late for meeting her. Seriously late sei, Tak pernah-pernah tau I late. Anw, Yeah, we met at Northpoint, then roamed around boring old Northpoint and realised how BORING Northpoint is. Haryani then invited me to come over to her house. I instantly agreed. Watched this very Sexy movie. You know those kind of somehow "open" movie. Not Porn uh. Don't get me wrong. I think if the board of censors were going to rate it, it's like NC16 jer uh. Tak Begitu open. Haks. So, I decided to leave her house after the movie and took 811 to get home. One bus ride to my house, so easy. That's why me and Haryani and me and Indix are best of friends, our houses are only one bus ride away from each other, so convienient, huahua MEREPEK pny theory. Tak patut langsung. Then Me and Azli, Walking Distance. Hmm.. kay kay. Convinient. All the people I care for most, very convinient uh to get to their houses. Kewl... kay, I'm starting to get a lil bit ridiculous. Yeah, So I came back home, my eldest sister bought the Nanny McPhee VCD, So I watched it alone in the living room. The little kids were so cute. Huahuaa. Very adorable seii. The movie was hilarious uh and rather sweet, the ending was expected uh, typical fairy tale like that, but this time the step-mother is GOOD not evil. Colin Firth looks good when he smiles widely, he has got this 'taring' that gives his smile a little bit of Oomph. Style. Yeah, that's my day uh. Haish. If I know my last few days before school starts was going to be like this, I should've not quit my job sei. I thought I'd have my friends all, then they all turn out to be busy. So I'm like **Lonely, I'm so lonely, I have nobody, but of my own..** OOO! Kay2, exaggerating only. Bedek. My Birthday is like in thirteen days,( !_!) *weeping* .. and I'm like complaining about being darn bored. (T_T) *Crying Out loud**.. kay let's end this thing now. Getting Miserable. Sunday Morning blablablabla... lalala..

1:06 AM

Hie. Well. It's 1 a.m in the morning. Just finish watching scrubs on t.v. Funny and interesting show it is. Today... Well, lost my bankbook, i can't believe I lost it seii. So I had to make a new one, It cost me 15 bucks. Ouh well... Indrani accompanied me to the bank. Then we ate at LJS. Yeahh.. Saw dearest's friends there. Waved at them. Hmm, I borrowed a DVD at thePLAY! machine again. This time it's a lot like love. Kewl. Indrani thought she'd go to my house to watch it but turns out we did something else. We decided to go Mac at Khatib to meet my dearest and his friends Danial and Moran. It was nice to see him. Was shocked to see his fringe snipped off. But it's ok, he still looks charming. kay so yeah... We talked a lot. Indrani was smsin this guy Thinesh. Basically we had fun uh. Awesome. Ahahaha, then! Dearest decided to cut off his hair. So we five went to the barber shop to accompany him. Kayy, so the uncles there were hilarious. They were really friendly. One of them even gave dearest's friends a stick. Kewl Kewl. So, My Dearest Azli decided to sacrifice his hair for the better. True true, It was for the better. At first I was like concentrating on watching the uncle cut dearest's hair. Then it got rather scary. He was snipping and snipping , Till I couldn't take it anymore, so I stopped looking so intensely. Well, In the end dearest's hair was so short Of course, I was a bit overwhelmed, well, it was a bit new to me lah, I've never ever seen him with a hairstyle that short. So I was sort of like, "??????????????" But after a while,I started to get use to the new and improved hairstyle. He looks rather fresher and neater uh. And sort of ready for a soccer match. He still looks great. No matter what. So yeahh, it's nice.
So after that, dearest and his friends went jamming. While me and indix went to northpoint. Yeahh, had to separate seii. Haiyoyo. Kay kay. So we went our separate ways. Then, tiber2 terserempak with Hafiz Hanif, so the three of us had a good chat. It has been long since we last saw him, so the both of us and he himself had a lot of things to say to each other. He's the same old hafiz H uh. It's a good thing. Yeah, so after that, went home!!! Kay, so, that's my day. munchas Gracias!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, April 10, 2006

12:19 AM

Helo. Well, Gosh. oh my. I'm tired. So I guess today's entry will be short and sweet. Yeahh. Today, I was home almost the whole day, been going out the whole week seii, I had to stay at home. If not nanti, Habis. Parents will nag. Ishk! Wouldn't like that. Anw, Tomorrow's a new week. So, yeahh. Tomorrow lah go out. That is if I want to. Who knows. Anw, Today, I went to meet my cousins after Maghrib. At northpoint. We took some neoprints! Kewl. I borrowed this DVD from PLAY! Pride and Prejudice eh. Ah.. Still haven't watch, Maybe I'll watch it later. Then, blanja them at Burger King. Then, I sent them to the bus interchange and walked home. Yeahh. I walked home! From the bus interchange to my house. I like the scenery at the field behind the polyclinic, so I kind of miss that place so i decided to walk home. Yah.. Heks. And also to save some transport fare. Adult Fare leh.. Expensive! Ishk! Ouh yah, had some trouble deciding whether or not to cut my hair, but after some 'consultation', I decided not to. Anw, I'm still wondering if the O levels certs are ready for collection. The school still owes me that. Haish.. Alah, diary, I haven't seen him for DAYS!! Since, hmm, Wednesday. Lamer TUu. Gue kagan bangat sih sama si dia. Kapan boleh gue ketemu sama dia? Jangan ada apa-apaan sih sama si dia. Gue khuatir sih sama keadaan si dia. Enggak tau sih kalau dia itu baik ke tidak. Harap-harap dia baik-baik aja. Sekian gue mintak diri dulu sih, mahu nonton DVD yang baru gue pinjami itu. Tata.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

11:55 PM

Dear Dear Blog, I feel like cutting off my hair. It's boring............................................... Yeah. Hmm. Still thinking about it. See, my sister just read that first line, she told me I'd be crazy to have my hair cut short. Argh! i have no idea lah what to do. i guess, I'll just trim my hair lah. Or just let it be. Yeah, Let it Be. Anw. Today, I went out with Haryani. To town. It was great. Treated her to lunch at Far East's Cahaya and Ice cream at NZ ice cream. Indix was working. So got to see her. After that, me and haryani headed off to Lucky plaza to play pool. Yeah! I won. Well, the first game. We left after two games, a bunch of guys were watching us play uh, kind of irritating to us. So we literally toss the coin and decided to head off to City Hall. Went to Esplanade. Almost took the boat ride but we were feeling kind of sleepy, so the boatride would be a waste of money if we were falling asleep right instead of enjoying the view. Huahua. so no boatrides. So after that, we went to the roof terrace to enjoy the view, and went to Marina Square. Gosh. I really enjoyed my time. Long time never spend time with her. It was wonderful. Yeah. So after that we went home. Boy, does a lot of things happen in school eh. Speech day, over. Musical Concert, Over. School 20th Anniversary Dinner, over. All occasions i just found out. Yeah, on the way to the mrt station, met Azhar MBS again. Boy, was Haryani excited. Heks. Anyway, Lucky, one occasion still left. Sports Day!! next Tuesday, maybe, I'll come. Nadzirah's going so.. yeah.. well, missed Surina's bdae party. Well, No regrets. Still had a wonderful time with haryani. So, I got to Khatib and went to the Pasar Malam there. Haks. Bought Goreng Pisang, Keropok Lekor and Cempedak Goreng. Yummy. Fuh! Sedap! Sungguh Lazat. The old auntie selling the food to me was so cute. She reminded me of my grandmother. Alah, haish, I no longer have grandparents. Gosh. Sometimes, It worries me. Both my parents are getting old. I'm only 17 and my parents are already showing signs of old age. Sometimes I wonder will they ever be able to watch my children grow? will they ever be here when finally I've become a successful person? Well, me and indrani were discussing about this the other day. Its just, sad really, but we cant be pessimistic. We have to hope. Hope hard that it'll be possible. I love them. Gosh. Hey, kay, now I miss him . alah. Got to chat with him for a while, so nice to manage to at least know that he's fine . yeah. It worries me if silence is what i get. kay kay. He gave me a piece of advice, that is to sleep early. So I have to obey, and so I'm off to sleep. Good night!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 07, 2006

9:11 PM

Helo, Had a great day today. Slept late yesterday, was online uh, surfing the net non-stop. However still, I had to wake up early today. It was my 2nd sister's birthday today. I promised to go 'trekking' with her at Macritchie. Yeahh, So i woke up at 8 plus to get ready our stuff and had breakfast. We left our house at about ten plus. Haks. Long eh. Had to do some Temasek poly stuff. Yeahh. And so we took the 855 bus to Macritchie. So vroom2, off to Macritchie Reservoir. When we reach there, the Holy Innocents' High School students just finished their cross country. It reminded me of school somehow, how I miss my friends. Anyway, we started to go into the Canopy trail. Well, the main purpose for us to come to Macritchie was to experience that HSBC tree-top trail thingy. So we went on searching for the bridge. I tell you, when we saw the signage indicating that the bridge is 5 km away from where we were. Our jaws dropped. Still, it didn't stop us, we went on to pursue our journey. We trekked through the forest. Legs were getting numb as we trailed up and down the canopy trail. There were a few friendly tourists around and very fit senior citizens jogging. It was cool. It took us about an hour to get to our destination. Aper tak, On the way there, we were lagging. Taking our own sweet time to walk. Haks. Anyway, to get to the bridge, we had to go up this steep hill that really worked our butts out. Ishk! Then came the excitement. We got into the entrance, and Fuh! the view was spectacular. We took a lot of pictures. Seriously, the experience was amazing. Though, looking down can get scary, the ground was so far. And the bridge was so shaky. It was quite frightening. gosh! Yeah, the tree-top trail was short but was interesting. It was fun. After the tree-top trail, we went back. Well, we tried to get back but instead of coming out at Macritchie, we got out at the lower pierce exit, somehow. didn't even know how the hell we got there. Haks. So, we went to Northpoint to get our lunch and got home. Boy, was i tired. Yeah, I got home, took a bath and watched tv for a while and keBoom! Fell asleep on the Sofa. Fell asleep only for a while, bout two hours. Then woke up to watch that reality show, beauty and the Geek. kayy, now watching Gila-Gila Pengantin Popular, directed by my cousin himself Aziz M. Osman, guest starring my Auntie, my father's eldest sister, Afida Es.. Now, my fathers family sort of all in a mess. It's kind of having WW3. I remember those times when I was still young. The whole big family, would go to KL, to visit them, we'd even rent a whole bus for ourselves. It was cool. Then, we'd go to Sunway Lagoon.. WOHHO!! and then go to my auntie's house to stay there for a few days, during our stay we'd go to Genting Highlands, her house isn't that far from Genting Highlands so, yeahh.. Haish!! I miss them. Well, I cannot do anything to change the situation now. Whatever whatever... Anyway, yeahhh.. Gosh.. I'm stuck between two very difficult choices. I have to choose either to go out with my girlfriend, Haryani O!! or, Go to my Primary school friends Birthday Party, Surina. Well, i'm not really close to Surina but My other Primary school friends insist that I go. Yeahh, but still, I couldn't resist from going out with Haryani. She's my true hang out friend. Awesome tau she. I miss her so much. Hmm, KAy! settled, lets go out wit Haryani O!! To where... ? As usual lah, to town! kay.. hope we'd play pool. alah, Now I miss him pulak. Well, didn't get to hear from him for two days. I miss you so badly. Mwahs! Now, I've got nothing to say. Maybe i'll come online again later at night. Yeahh!! -Huds-

12:44 AM

Helo. Gosh, I miss him already. Didn't hear from him for the whole day. Well, You know who rite.. My dearest. Haish. Ishk.. Hmm.. WEll. Didn't tell you what happened right yesterday. Well... Yesterday, Dearest Azli and Ash, his friend, had a performance at the Singapore Art Cafe, for those wondering where it is, its at the Esplanade Library saner, pandai2 cari lah eh. Kayy, So, yeah, it was a nice performance. , they were the first duo to perform Azli was playing the guitar, while Ash was the lead singer. I have to say, Ash sings very well. His voice is very sweet. Especially when they sing those sad songs, Gosh you can cry seii.. Really. anyway, they were great. Music was sweet. You can melt hearing them play. As i was snapping pictures, I sort of got carried away snapping only dearest face leaving ash out, but then I focused, and got back. Heks. fuh! they were some flaws here and there. But throughout the whole performance they were really marvellous, they entertained the crowd pretty well. i could see that the crowd were all at attention to them while they were performing. That proves that they're good. Yeah. They were excellent. Anyway, after the performance, went to follow dearest to chill at the bayside with Azhar and Morhan(both dearest pals). Met this beautiful girl there too, One of ash's friend, she's going to study at Long Beach California in July, that's just way beyond cool!! Stylee seii.. Untong nyer dier! kk. Then, Dearest pals were telling me lies about dearest just to make me irritated and test me. Yeah rite, Test me.. Well, I have to say this, I don't believe whatever they say lah dearest. i trust you. It's a matter of trust. Yeahh, so I do trust you. Kay?? Do not worry. Mwahs! So, yeah, after that went home uh. then tired. And slept... Till eleven the next day. Gosh, that's actually quite late for me. I can't seii wake up that late usually i'll feel all dizzy if i wake up late. But somehow, I had a nice dream. As a matter of fact, I had three nice dreams last night. It was so blissful that I did not want to wake up. Well, Still I had to. Yeah, I wanted to meet Indrani, she had to go for medical check up. Well, it took prety long. Then after that we went to eat at the FamousCoffee Shop behind bugis Junction, If ever i go to Bugis, I'd eat here, Cos I just love the food there. Plus it's extremely Cheap. Muahuhua.. As usual, I'd get the fried fish soup with laksa noodles and indix bought chix rice. Fuh! sungguh Enak!!!
After that we went to get Ice cream then went to Bugis Village. Indrani's Ice cream was dripping all over the place, In the end, I had to give up my last tissue to her, ending me up wih a pair aof sticky hands with nothing to wipe it off with. haks. So we went to go roam around the place, I saw this really gorgeous denim skirt and wanted to buy it, Unfortunately, I couldn'r pay by nets, so we had to go all the way to the atm machine to retrieve our cash so that we could shop. So yeah, we both bought the same design demin, just that it were of different colours. Then, Indix bought a chain, and we both bought some ear studs. OUH YAH!! did i tell you, my roxy chain BROKE!! the word ROXY has become, RO and XY, haish! Darn! yeah, after that we both headed to Yishun. In the MRt there a few ITE guys that were really funny seii, Me and Indrani were laughing our heads off observing them. Yeahh... huahua. Then , we went Northpoint and bumped into Faizie and Hafiz H. Wow!! they've really changed. cool. Then bumped into Paul and had Dinner with him, And then, Went home. Fuh!! thts a long long entry. Gosh! didnt realised it was soooo long. Well.. Had to tell you everthing uh bloggy. they were two very awesome days. And so, this is Huds signing off, EH! where did i hear that before uh? hmm. kk. Nites.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

10:16 PM

Dearest Bloggy,
Well-o-well-o-well-o-well... **singing that song "Redsweater". ** Ok. i'm going loon. Haks. Well, about today... Hmm. Today, was a fun-filled day. Packed with excitement, pleasure, bliss and lots more. Yeahh. Went out for a while. Went to meet my dearest before he goes to meet his other friend while i go meet up with Indrani. Yeahh.. so after that, I met Indrani at Northpoint. She was kind of late. So i sort of acted pissed when she came to make her feel guilty, but it failed because, well, I had to laugh. Haks. Kay, So we went to the POSB bank to ask about some stuff. Then headed to Causeway Point to have our lunch. We ate at Pizza Hut, Hmm, So nice. It was my treat so... Yeahh. Both of us ate the baked pasta and couldn't finish it. We combined our left-overs together and it ended up to become a full dish. Huahua. Should've bought just one and share. Anyway, we roamed around Causeway Point, window-shopping. Huahua.. It was fun. Then we went to Raffles Medical to ask something, Indrani still hasn't gone for the pre enrolment medical check up. So she's kind of doing a little last minute thing. After that, we decided to search what to buy for my sister's birthday. Well, I ended up buying this beautiful pair of ear studs at Bits and Pieces. It was really beautiful. Aww. I want it for myself now. Hakz. No lah. Kidding. Well. After that, me and indix weent to meet dearest and his friend Ash, at Mac. Did we have a nice chat... Haks. Indrani. .Indrani.. Well, I still love her as my greatest friend no matter what. Then, the four of us took the same bus home, with Ash and Indix alighting first. Dearest and me were left alone in the bus. Hehehe. It's nice when its just the two of us lah. Mwahs! I wuv you chooo much. Need i remind you, How we rock each other's world!!!!!! kay, i'm sleepy. Eyelids getting heavy. Mr Sandman just visited me. My two spongebobs are already calling me to come in bed. Argh! I need to sleep. peace OUD... (",)

Monday, April 03, 2006

8:24 PM

Helo, Well. Fuh! Today, I went out with mommy! Heks. Yeah. We went to Kampong Jawa. My mother wanted to get my 2nd sister some nice "kain songket" for her birthday. Well. Yeah. So we went to Kampong Jawa. Went into almost all the shops along the street. In the end, mommy ended up buying the thing at this small little shop whose owner was so talkative. Urgh! I was damn irritated by him. Anyway, I manage to lower the price he offered. Huahua.. Good Bargain. I was doing all the talking. My mother just initiated a bit. Huahua. Well, usually my mother does all the bargaining. But today, Somehow I felt like doing something different. Being the person, not just the girl standing next to the person. Oh well. After buying that, we went to Parco and Bugis Junction to do some window shopping. Arr!! The Hp shop was making me freaking jealous. I saw the Nokia 6280 phone and just couldn't get my eyes off it. Oh well. I had to leave the shop anyway. So we went roaming around till mommy realised she was thirsty. Then, we went to Mac to take a rest and have something to eat and drink. We ate fries. Yeah. Then while eating, didn't realise mommy was so kay-poh. She was listening to these group of girls having a conversation. Laughing her head off listening to the funny stories they were telling. Well, I listened too lah, Huahua. Like mother like daughter. What more can I say.. Amyway, bought some very personal stuff, It was on Mommy. Ehem2! Yeah, then mommy like dragged me into every single ladies'shoe shop and kept trying all the nice shoes. Well, I tried a few too. But hey, in the end, we didn't buy any shoe also. hakz. Kay. So after that... We went home. At the mrt station, there was this old couple who were quarelling over where to queue. Well, They were funny somehow. Yeah. So we went home. I have to go already for now, Dad wants me to "pijak" him. Hais. Anw, Sungguh Indah Hariku ini.

Takkan mungkin kita bertahan
Hidup dalam bersendirian,
Panas terik, Hujan Badai,
Kita lalui bersama.

Saat hilang arah tujuan,
Kau tahu kemana berjalan,
Meski terang meski gelap,
Kita lalui bersama.

We will go through thick and thin together. No matter what happens, Remember, I'm with you.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

11:58 PM

Happy April Fools' Day!! Hehe.. Well, I worked for the whole day today. It was tiring. Gosh! Hekz. Anw, It was pay day. Yeahh.. So after that went to Orchard for a while to buy stuff. Haks. Alone!! Yesterday, I went to Orchard alone too. I was bored! And I didn't want to cause any inconvinience to anybody just so I have company. So I went alone. Oh well. Well, dearest went to the chalet to celebrate an occasion with his friends. So, I'm missing him quite a lot. Haish. Anw, Yeah, today, I was suppose to go for my friend's BBQ party at her house, well, she lives at a condominium thats why lah. Gerek seii.. But!! I missed it.. Had to work sei. Ishk! Haish. well, It's over anw. Oh yeah. On the way home, I met Azhar Murder By Ska, He was with his friends from Esplanade just finish "lepaking". Huahua.. He was complaining all about NS. How it was a waste of time lah. Well, He still has to endure it all the way till September 2007. Hakz. Well, he seemed tired just now. Somehow I find him getting skinnier. Well. I don't know. Hope he's ok. Yeahh.. Thats it lah for today. I'm getting tired uh. Good Night.